I Meant, What If

Friday, January 12, 2007

Yay the new sofa came, like finally :) But it's damn high to me, and spongy(?) loll. K then along with the sofa came some stupid table shit, plus damn nice shoerack that i dont think anybody would want to put their shoes inside, plus some other shits. Then my mum told me she's going to Ikea soon to get another table &all the shits. Her new hobby = buy furniture -.-

School then Mrs Chuah told me if i still don't cut/pin up my fringe, she's gonna bring a scissors on Monday &make me cut it myself lol. Hahahah i feel like shaving my hair z suddenly ! But then i think i dont even ve the time to cut it, but i dont want to pin the hair up, i suck with pin-ed(?) up hair :(

Had Band which was sooooo sad aaaaaaaaah neh mind then had a long announcement. Then i felt even more terrible. Walau eh thanks man, for repeating the words over &over again, until my legs nearly broke loose from my body, Tops :D It could ve been summarized since the big picture was posture, percs sitting down, 4words in the room, complacency, attendance &punctuality, + united we stand, divided we fall.

I srsly miss the SYF05 sec4 batch, as in srsly. I mean they are sooooo encouraging &all plus the way they scolded us made us improve like helllllll ! Like PeiQian+KohShing's scoldings made the whole perc woke up, &Jingyi's scoldings worked like don't know whut, since the scoldings had a point all in all. Plus short &sweet, just enough to make us realise our mistakes :D &most imptantly they are encouraginggggggg &i dont think my batch can ever make it. I just think that our attitude sucks, there's no way we're gonna be like them, be it attitude wise or our playing.

But hey i think that the percs can make it so we should work on our mistakes &improve right ! Don't need to cry or whutever cos it won't solve the problem @all. We can make it if we really want to, as in i just ve this feeling that, we really can do it. Rmb Thunder ? We did it in the end right ! So we should just prac &prac instead of crying &crying :D And make our SL + ASL happy lolllll. I think both of them are really pissed with the section &yes, our attitude sucks x infinite. So we must work hard &do them plus ourselves prouddddddddd hahah yes look on the bright side :D

So like then i got happy then i decided to let go again whooooooo [: Vanz don't get stressed alrd luh ! Keep thinking of your cute guy hehh ! The feeling of Letting Go is damn gooooooooood. I can write a book next time with all my ways of living. Smthg like, chapter one: Letting Go :D Whooooooooo &i feel like sacrificing is a damn gooooood thing now ! When you know the real meaning you'll think of the bright side instead of like doing things for others without getting any things in return ! So it is dayyyym good, overwhelming. K, so that was one of my lesson on life roflmao.

I ve Bio lesson tmr, three hours smre leh ! Z i feel like sleeping upon thinking abt it, weeps lol. K luh i feel v high now maybe i ve extreme moodswings so, i feel like cutting my hair super short so that no fucks can catch me again. Nah these moodswings are caused by me since when i'm angry, i'm always thinking of ways to make myself happy then all of a sudden, extreeeeeeeeme occurs lol.

Byeeeee

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