I Meant, What If

Monday, March 27, 2006

okay im slacking at home again -.-

had a veryvery bad sorethroat, but that was like days ago. it healed, but the whole friggin problem is that i did not study for the bio test today at all, so, yeah i skipped school(: my really nice(like real) mum decides not to let me go to school after this short discussion of whether she wants me to maintain my A1 in bio or not. one, let me go today and fail horribly again, after that openbk lastwk. or two, let me skip school and study so at least i have a chance of passing it at least. zzz so she apparently cant do anything but to let me stay at home study. and she didnt even bother to call the school la, she even hung the housephone -.- like what kind of logic it is to call the school before eight in the morning if your child isnt going to school? hello school, we need sleep. students need sleep, parents need sleep zzz.

got back resultslip on friday. okay you can say it was sudden. school ended and everybody was already rushing to the toilets to change into their cca tees(luckily band members need not), then suddenly mrs chuah just went 'OMG THE RESULT SLIP! FASTER CALL THEM BACK FASTERFASTER!' oh isnt that hilarious. so hahaa most of us actually forgot abt it cos she actually said something like 'if your parents aint coming id havta give it to you someother day then..' so yeah, no one cared at all(: and why the hell did she give it to us? short-term memory.

so now, they displayed every single student in Anglican High School's results on the four boards at the concourse. so anyone can have a free flow of results to see. i dont think they should do this, like seriously.

and from that, i found out that 3L's last in class scored higher than me, and im 14th in my class. see thats how demoralising it can be(: and their top's like 90+ percent? hahaaaa that's what mengjit told me=D

like i said, bad sorethroat, badbadbad. and fever, but its all over((: after continuous eating of fast food for two weeks, who wouldnt get sick? hahaa so i think iv lost some weight! =DD

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CALISTA! <3
haha babooon(: so sexxaye ehh! hahaa its great to know you this year hahaa so that means i need to endure like two more years lol! you and your perverse jokes lollollol(: hahaaa takecare and happybirthday! =D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ELAINE! (:
hahaa elaine(: you'v been a really good senior in band(: didnt really know you that well until last year hahaa, and before that i thought you were really quiet! lol takecare and happybirthday! (:

need to mug for amath and bio for tmr! (: theres moremoremore photos but im really lazzyyy, and i need to study! (:

5:35 PM

Monday, March 20, 2006

a week of holiday officially ended yesterday(:

okay i know there's nothing to be happy about, cos its the end of a holiday, not a start. but yea, im quite looking forward to going back to school haha! its like im gonna see my friends again, although i did not wna see any teachers at all. and after the camp its really like, i wanna see how bonded we got(:

holidays werent great fun at all. i mean, like yea. it was pretty okay, and superr lazyy, but i didnt get to ard town that much. and i did not do a single shopping. i mean its like, shit. not like i went for every single bandpracs and stuff so it makes me busy, or im doing homework. i did not! so i couldnt believe this could happen. i missed two bandpracs and i did not complete my homework, and i did not use the time to shop and play and have fun, so i seriously dont know where the time went. its really bad i know.

the first few days were like yea. and then had piano on tues which in turn led me to the 2Achalet first night(: haha cos after piano i was off to downtown to buy macs for dinner and then i saw qian faus and jol there all ready for the chalet, so qian kopped (nearly) all of my fries and drink. and then she pulled me along to the chalet. first night wasnt that great yeah, like i was going crazy saying all the cheers we learnt and then we started mahjong(:

hahaa was damned addicted and me and jolene were like tomorrow sure must play(: okay it was damn sad i did not win a single round, cos shihying won everything. so played only like four rounds, or five, then was eleven and me and jol went home.

went back the next day quite early, was supposed to meet jan at 11.30, but woke up only at 11.20 cos someone called(i forgot who) and i got awoken by the loud phonerings. so met her only at like 12.15, and then went to have lunch at bk with her first(: okay and i ate the burger and ordered students'meal upsize to large. damn shit i know. and then reached the chalet ard 2. wanted to get some sleep cos i was damned sleepy but minhui kept on harassing me so whatever. went down and mahjong again(: luck's back and i won hahaha. and the chalet (HAHAHA i cant stop laughing) has no bbq or steamboat! haaah! so no food, starve(: lol went arcade and then back to the chalet, minhui started the whole camwhoring thing, so everybody started taking photos. then some went home, and at ard 10+, only like a few were left, so i decided i shall go home too, since my house was like so near. and then i realise i gotta go my grandma's hse that night, luckily i made my smartest decision to get home first haha(:

stayed over at grandma's with my cousins, had lotsa fun la. went home in the afternoon adn then went to find bro after i reach home. wanted to go zouk but neh, havta go home and prepare clothes for school the next day cos im going grandma's again, to stayover with my cousins, and moreover, im meeting one of them later in the day at tampmacs for dinner. so poor bro cant go zouk! sorry! id sure be going next time(: i really wanna go, like seriously. haha so then settled dinner with my cousin at longjohn's.(see im getting fatter, macs then bk then longjohn, NO LOR IM NOT GETTING FATTER) then went to grandma's. used the comp till like late at night until i realise i have band the next day, so yeah went to sleep ard oneplus(:

band was fun(: cos i was high. and we invented versions of the bananacheer we learnt in the camp!(: hahahaa mengjit and vanessa knows what im talking about! (: then had macs(not again!) at tamp with vanessa, mengjit, shuhan, junhan and yongquan! haaah so fun laa we went toys'r us and laughed at all those stuffs and self-entertained alot. i mean yeah, really alot. :) and then went home and then yes, i went to my grandma's again cos i lovelove talking to my cousin, she's damn uber-crappish(: and hahaha poor thing the other one has his volleyball training nearly everyday! okay i shant tell you what me and my cousin did ahah, okay we used the comp again, and cos the next day we neednt go to school, we used till like 2+! untill we were like damned tired cos we went to my aunts chalet at ard 10 at night.

had breakfast the next day and went home. was saturday alrd la and i havent started any homework! hahaa and i thought maybe im gna do it through that night or sunday night. but i didnt(: okay spent my whole day onlining and teevee(:

and i feel so accomplished on sunday! i completed the maths assignment on heymath okayokay. all the graphs and stuff. like amanda said, i did put in alot of effort okay(: and sadly(not at all), i did not finish my four zuowens, and ss, and lit! actually decided not to go to school the next day cos i didnt study for the commontest at all =X but then, on second thoughts, neh. so studied for like half an hour and then went to sleep.

so school wasnt at all tough today. the common test was pretty easy, even when i thought i would fail terribly(because like i said, i only studied for half an hour -.-) lessons past very quickly. first was bio so was very fast. the teacher was crappy and so haha. and then was maths was crap, i was literally sleeping cos i could not understand a thing. then english that we were supposed to do grpwork for debate, and news in class. and then was chem, the teacher was crappy, so yeah(: then had band! junior band wasnt great at all, really. pretty boring and lame cos the sectwos are supposed to teach and we'r not supposed to play. then mainband was okay la, not too bad(: i was feeling crappy so me and van came up with another version of bananacheer, hahaha the JELLYBEANcheer. we know how it sound like! lmao. and boohoo it nearly rained when i go home, but it didnt! (: and yes i did not complete my homework and im not doing it zzz.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SOCKLING! <3
hahaa its always so fun and lame being your friend(: hahaa and you get to go and watch campussuperstar and see yuyang! and neh, LEO's better than bryan(: hahaa you'r reallyreally nice, aeroplane DOM XIA LAI(: lollollol(: okayokay takecare and HAPPYBIRTHDAY! =D

yep there's muchmuch photos! maybe i'll post them later, cos im feeling super lazyy, so yeah.

off to watch campus superstar, i still wonder why yuyang got out.

8:21 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

3B ROCKED THE WHOLE BONDING CAMP! (:

omgomgomg bonding camp was soooo uber-uber fun!

at first some of us dreaded the camp, but then the camp was reallyreally funfunfun! i didnt regretted going at all ohyeah(: 3B OEI! =D

we had school before the first day of the camp and had a geog test which was totally crap la, everybody was copying. we spent like the whole of the previous night studying but we got a relief teacher for the test and when having the test she was like 'i need to go off for a while' and everyone went SURE! lmao. and we started copying and chatting about, and the worst thing that could ever happen was, the test wasnt on monsoons and winds and breezes, but on instruments that are used to measure them! and everyone was like wtf. okay and then we set off for the camp wheee!

the first thing that came to most people's mind when we reached the campsite was HUH? WE GOING SLEEP THIS PLACE AH? heh it was okay actually, not too bad when we were sleeping. we did cheers and ice-breaking with the instructors for one whole day and due to the 3B craze, we named our groups yopapa and yomama and called our instructors papa and mama omg. did the flag and stuff, and then had dinner and then kidnap! haha was quite fun actually, the one kena kidnap from our grp was gayle and everybody was like 'aiya gayle, dont care la' haha. okay then we had bathes and the toilets was like 3 cubicles everybody share omg. then the queue was damn long la okay. and half of the girls(3A to 3E i think) slept indoors(?). according to some, it was damn cold at night but too bad, i was sleeping and i couldnt feel anything at all.

the second day was the funnest!(: woke up ard 6, and went to brush teeth heh. had lost(amazing race) and the multi-level captain's ball thingy after that! went to the beach first after the morning run and breakfast, and had the captain's ball game. we played with football first and stuff, and then raw chicken! haha omg everybody was like EWWWWWW! and the captain ball was played like rugby, everyone was snatching and stuff lol. had lunch there and omg did i mention our group lost the flag? haha that 3A instructor made us do barney and hi5 to get it back lol! and we were so enthusiastic we even provided the actions(: then we started the amazing race and was like doing the bridge station first. had to count how many planks are there i think? and i was counting the steps. okay laugh everybody laugh. i was still wondering how come the difference so big lol. but we did have much fun jumping on that bridge. and then went to complete the whole thing with so many 1.5 litre bottles of pepsi we bought(: and there was this roadblock where we need to dance the chickenlittle dance to some tourists and i couldnt believe i did that at all damn embarassing! we were like shaking our butts and were so unfamiliar with the dancesteps lmao, and the poor puzzled tourists had to clap when they dont know what had just happened cos we were cheering for ourselves already lol. then finally took the sentosa bus back to the beach! haha down the bus we were like waving madly to people on the bus cos we needed five to wave back. just five, but everyone seems to be laughing at us hohoho, so we ran to the bus behind and started waving madly agn omg(: haha then reach the beach with only 10 mins left but was still early, and we force the instructor to let us do the last station cos our last station was at the beach! and we get to approach manymany angmohs and ask them their nationality lollol. and there was this american with really blue eyes omg. and we learnt turkish! heh and we completed everything!(: did the campfire preps and then had rehearsals(: and we were singing all the while, and we went mad waving madly to everybody on the trams that went pass. and the people on the trams were like laughing at us and pointing and there were this bunch of guangyang sec(?) people who were like so enthu and waving back! and shumin said she saw the campus superstar siewping person lol(: but literally most of them were waving back at us when we were waving, but most of them were laughing at the same time(: then the whole class was like sitting ard at the beach, so fun! haha had dinner and then got the camp tee which we need to wear, it was so yellow we look like bananas! haha and the toilets at the beach was sooo clean and comfortable. and we had campfire! it was fun but too short, and every class did their class cheers and stuffs and there were so many pairs of gays lollollol(: and then everybody started singing our school song loudly, which was like the first time we sang it so loudly okay. and then the campfire was over and i was so kiasu i ran back to my bag and ran all the way to the toilet to be the first to washup lmao. and like the day before, the moment i had the bath, i was dead tired. we had some kind of debrief for the day as a class after that and ate all the stuffs we bought. it was so cool to sleep with a full stomach lol. okay then the girls switched and we slept outdoors. omg it was damn cooling the wind blew right at my face. i was still talking to jan for awhile and when she turned to talk to shumin(or amanda?) i dont know why i stared at the ceiling for less then 5 seconds(or 2?) i slept.

hahaha woke up at 6.50 the next day when we were supposed to assemble at 7! and amanda was like banging at my bed WAKEUPWAKEUP VERY LATE ALREADY! i was sleeping so soundly and i thought was one of the instructors zzz, and i was damned pissed. and jan was like 'eh wake up already la.' and i went 'now what time only?' and she was like 'already 6.50 according to amanda'. omgomg i was still so sleepy and i realised the sun was already up. and then i sleepily went to get my toothbrush alone cos that two kiasu pok amanda and jan were already there brushing their teeths without me. then had breakfast! we had orange juice which was nicer than the day before's concentrated apple juice(: drank up all the orange juice but didnt eat much like the day before cos i dont eat breakfast usually. then played station games(: the games really bonded us well. like the ballooney game and all of us were like screaming away and the watergame lollol, so fun(: and the thing we all got our legs entangled, horrible(: had lunch and then did areacleanings. 3B did the slackiest job by helping to clean up the blindfolds which were like so slack and then the rest of the time we were watching the others doing their dutys. haha and we played scissors-paper-stone and the vampirevampirechat game, and saying each other childhood deprived lol! all these happens when people gets bored(: and the guys went to pillar mama(our instructor) and it was like up down left right and can hear the GONG la omg! its like see already also damn pain omg. and then when other grps finished we assembled to do debriefing, and then prize-giving. then break camp! (: was quite sad actually, like the people you spent three days with, then havta part. but the thought of bathing at my house without anyone screaming FASTER! made me wanna go home lol. omg i miss mama and papa now already haha, they made the camp really really fun. i could still remember the first day we all wanted to break camp cos it was so boring doing the cheers only, but everyone got high during kidnap.

peeping through the windows, what do people see?
if you wanna eat bananas, do the proper way
meet me tonight by the moonlight
meet me tonight all alone
i've got something to show you
something that is YELLOW and long

one banana two banana three banana four! HEY!
five banana six banana manymany more! HEY! x2
manymany more! HEY! MANYMANY MOOOOOORRRRE! (:

okay im mad, that's one of the campfire songs we learnt at the camp.

went back home with camilla by cab, cos i was too tired to walk anymore. and we talked about our groups and stuff lmao.

ohman now i reallyreally miss the camp. it did made me wanna go back cos it was fun!(: but still,

3B ROCKED THE WHOLE CAMP! (:
PUSH MY UGH !

heh got 14/36 in class lol! that was my highest position in secondary school ever(: A1s for chem and bio wheeeee! and A2 for chinese ohyeah(after so long of scoring Bs in chinese).

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LEEPENG! <3
haha it was really fun having you as a friend, you are reallyreally nice(: and the toilets at the campsite! you cleaned the whole of the dustbin, omg i love leepeng(: and your class cleaned the whole toilet omg! okay you are really really nice to share locker with me when we were secone, i didnt even pay a single cent(: you are too nice already la lp! haha okay there's still 2A chalet next and im seeing you again!(: wheeee leepeng rocks! happy birthday(:

i miss mama and papa(our instructors fyi)! and 3B's enthu-ness!(:

12:42 AM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

5 MORE DAYS TO BONDING CAMP!

alright its not very long since i last post, but i'll post again! (:

the week was fine. if i wasnt wrong i missed school for one day so i typed the crappy post before. but whatever. i passed most of the subjects we had gotten back and scored quite well somore! i got like 17/25 for socialstudies(which i thought i would most probably fail), 21.5/25 for bio class test, 37.5/50 for bio common test(makes exactly an A1!), 13/20 for amaths(: andand 28.5/30 for chem! wheeeeeee! i'd just have to continue working hard and score for next weeks chinese and geog. i have no idea when is geog test, but since i know its somewhen next week, i would study. i know its so unlike last year, where i'd just wait, until someone bothers to tell me, and that happens on the day of the test itself. that is the reason why i always fail horribly. but yea, i got a feeling even though i felt like studying for geog now, i'd still fail geog horribly. sad to say, i cant really remember the stuffs correctly, and its weather studies, so, yea. but im still gonna study for it anyway, see.

i feel like a glutton whenever i go taka. or, when im with amanda. okay im a glutton. i ate a whole plate of the fish rice thing at food republic okay. its not just fish and rice. its two fried fish and one big plate of rice and soup. i finished everything. at first i was damn full but after drinking some of shumin's chendol(it was damn icy even after such a long time) i managed to finish everything leaving only some plain rice. whatever. and then we went to walk ard and stuff and then we went to tm. got into toys'r us to look for prank stuff but couldnt even find one. so we ended up playing with their kiddy soccerballs and laughing at the toys and playing with barney the puppet. and i really couldnt resist the temptation of the sweets at the shop in front of the foodcourt there, so shumin and me bought ourselves a packet each(: and then amanda wanted to buy her maiyatang so i suggested sitting at the foodcourt to wait for her. and i started eating my packet of sweet. and within fifteen minutes i finished everything. and jan was looking at me like i was guilty and she was like 'did you finish the whole packet?!' and i was like yea zzz. haha. we walked ard and stuff and then home. met up with my mum at whitesands cos i need shou ce and dont have much money left, so yeah. and i bought food at magicwok again so i can eat at home. and craps from ntuc so i can eat on the way home. i know im really getting fat, but please pretend. just keep deceiving me, saying im perfectly fine. :D i'd be really glad to have a friend like you.(:

YAY BONDING CAMP! (: im really looking forward to it okay, but i havent even got my sleeping bag zzz -.- and i want the classtee! okay i really need to prepare the stuffs for camp, like the sleeping bag! yes the sleeping bag, and the sleeping bag!

i love having baths they make me so much happier (:

3:38 PM