I Meant, What If

Friday, September 30, 2005

Congratulations! You solved the Sudoku in 6 minutes, 4 seconds!
Rank: Top 18%

aww booboo. that's my sudoku problem ranking (: ive improved sososo much on sudoku. havent did that since ages till i saw jolene yeo doing that the other day and i was the last 25percent then. and nownow i spent 6 minutes doing the EASY question. okay thats bad enough already. i tried the EVIL one and i spent like 30 minutes on it when i finally solve it. damned chim. you look too long you dizzy. so shit yeah.

supposed to finish dnt tdy and many stayed back cos of unfinished work. passed with 32 for my test. WHEE (: and damned that liming got 44.

id seen too many clocks im feeling dizzy. okay im just joking. the sprayers or paint that i used got inhaled by me too much im feeling dizzy. stink but nice. liming got her work spoiled cos of the S, and that means she have to stay back on monday again while the others are having their last dnt class. yes i meant last dnt class. LAST (:

had english oral too (: and i love that teacher man. (: she kept smiling and smiling and i kept laughing at myself for whatsoever reason. BLAHBLAH. she's chio la. okay whatever. but her hair reminds me of that bitch. oral was quite okay i think. with many topics for the conversation.

deborah's dad's car again. and the four of us again. HAHA. so gay la. i guess the fathers sick and tired of our faces. everyday see same people. oh andand meiyan's going home with jeryl. and when they saw me and jan. they were like GAN GA gan ga GAN GA LMAO.

gonna continue mugging (: studying is fun okay (:

i love my clock the way i love sebastian (:

7:10 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

i've not been posting for the past few days too. see. i seriously need to mug hard for exams. so everyday, without fail, i would definitely do at least one homework. well, i mean when there is.

examsexamsexams. like i said, i must mug mug and mug from tdy onwards. exams starting in two weeks' time.

got back piano practical results. 120/150. PASSED with MERIT. so amazing. i thought i would fail. well the examiner's lenient i think. he only failed my aural. and i got a 29/30 for my third piece. so cool huh. almost full marks.

there's a dnt test this coming friday. and there is a science test on the coming monday too. so see why in the world am i mugging so hard ?

my math's sort of improving. i guess.

and in order to get into the combi i want. i must start mugging. or i already start mugging like everyone else ! xD ok its not only me. trust me. i think the whole world is mugging already.

so i must finish all my homework. and then go MUGMUGMUG.

4:22 PM

Friday, September 16, 2005

aww its super long since i last posted. really. aww. so many things had happened. AHAHA. andand im getting crazier and crazier LMAO. whatthehell.

saturday
I REALLY CANNOT REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED THAT DAY. LMFAO. think it was the day i went BUGIS with my mum and i bought the vintage mickey shirt, which costs like twenty. and bought many other things as well. and met up with my auntie cos she wna bring my niece over to stayover. aww man hell. and the packet of jellybeans i just bought was finished up by my niece. she just loves eating sweets and icecreams. crazygirl.

sunday
its raining. i can remember that. very heavy somore. dammit. was supposed to what go out. and then the rain was definitely too big, so apparently i was stuck at home. how nice. but however, i stilll managed to study a little bit la. (:

monday
its the starting of prelims ! AWW ITS LIKE SO NONE OF MY BUSINESS LA CAN. ahaha. i have nothing to write so i wrote that. okay i think there was maths test. oh ya. we had one. and i werent confident about that one either. i thought it was DIFFICULT while everyone else thought it was easy.
okay then we had PE. play lame gay stuffs like tabletennis. id rather we play badminton and id be part of it. (: hahaha and some people were playing captain's ball. so enthu. and then we had practical. aww me and liming spent the whole time talking to each other and not doing practicals cos we would definitely screw everything up. but we ended up doing the spring experiment without screwing everything up. only SOMETHING. we nearly drop the stand or holder or whatever shit you call it. cos we were playing with it la can. instead of doing the exact experiment so that we could act like we are doing. then after school we had some survey. and that made me lagged going to my grandma's for tuition. and my auntie is the one giving me tuition okay. not my grandma. (: and on the way to the mrt it was raining. damned heavily. so me and faus squeezed into a small umbrella and both of us got sogged. especially our bags. and then i ended up wet at my grandma's she had to gave me clothes to change. hahaha tuition was so much crap. cos me and my aunt were talking. then i went home. and it was raining so heavily again. AWW MAN. so i was sogged once agn when i reached home.

tuesday
we had art i think. and that was the only thing i sort of remembered. cos we went to the lab. then i cant remember anything. ohya. CD. went to the church there. and i pon golf. cos i was too tired. and me and amanda went bedok inter there eat mac. ya and that's it.

wednesday
I CANT REMEMBER WE HAD ANY ASSEMBLY THAT DAY. OHYA YES ! the one on grooming. damn cool somore.okay whatever la. nothing much happened that day. so ya.

thursday
got back lit poem and mrs rod was like YOU WROTE VERY WELL ! I LOVE IT VERY MUCH. DID YOU WRITE IT YOURSELF ? whatthehell. DUH I WROTE IT MYSELF. PLAGIARISING IS A VERY SERIOUS MISTAKE. ((: IM JUST PRO LA. aww. and so i got a 17/25. not that good after all. and lit paper i got a 14/25. haha.

LAST DAY OF GOLF ! how sad. it was fun nevertheless. amanda pon so i stood up on the whole journey of the bus. not no place to sit. cos i was GAMBLING. okay it isnt gambling okay. no money involved. we were merely playing BRIDGE. and i got car-sick after that. or i meant bus-sick. cos i was back-facing la so i could put my cards. how fun. (: the in front of the bus soo quiet and then the behind of the bus soo damned noisy. cos in front 2B behind 2A. lmao. and i learnt full-swing at there ! okay from faus. (: cos i was absent that day. and then actually got xinzi faus me. then xinzi kept koping balls and then she ended up koping lanes. haha. aww. so fun la. then faus benhui kahhui and me were singing all the way la. cos we were searching for entertainment ahaha. then we had simulator. we four decide to form into a grp and go into it tgt. then we went in before the grp before us came out. so we started looking into it through the glass panel and started singing all kind of songs. cos apparently all of us didnt know they could hear us. and when we entered. the man inside said what I DOWN HERE NVM. YOU ALL CAN CONTINUE TO SING. then we were all like HOW COME YOU CAN HEAR. then he say got a bit of gap and we were singing so loudly. and he said very nice. ahaha. and then we play the simulator twice. cos we heard its so expensive. so can play that time better play more. we are that kiasu. ahaha. cost that simulator thing cost what more than US150,000 i think. aww then we went out. and we continued to sing. and the instructor and the organiser all heard us. and they all say very nice. (: AWW so faus decided we should form a band. xD aww and we sang and played BRIDGE in the bus. how lame can we get.

today
eh so fun. dnt we made clocks. okay the face ONLY. and aww i cant find my apron la can. damned it. whatever, and so we had maths first. and i was surprised i actually got 19 instead of 16. WHEE. then we had science and ms sia laughed at me la. for writing at the wrong scale. she laughed at amanda yesterday. and now its me. LMAO. she loves finding faults at my graph. then ACC. VP came. so lame. and we had to act so damned civilised. and i realise nearly everybody had CCA other than band and ED. so fun. haha. and i was playing bridge in class with faus jol and jan before going home. xD and now im suffering pathetically at home waiting for some nice shows to show. or i will die of boredom one day.

(:

6:28 PM

Friday, September 09, 2005

TRALALA.

i dont know why. and i dont know how. im just feeling very very high nowadays. im so damn shitty happy. and i just dont know why. (: ohwhee.

thursday
ohWHEE. tralala. like tuesday, had maths remedial and band ! and i did LOTSLOTSLOTS of maths again ! i was so proud of myself. i did the maths paper until the last question which i completed at home. xDD YAY. i can feel that my maths is IMPROVING. millions i mean. and i seriously hope that i can get good results for the maths common test on monday la. x)

oh and ya. then jan and me entered the bandroom halfway again. and we played the same old songs. band was fun. and we were released early that day. (: and mengjit didnt come. she had camp. aha whatever. and vanessa and me were crazy over ourselves. and she kept poking me. and in return. i poked her back. (: omgawd, i know we are so lame we ended up poking each other. cos we got nothing to do. LMAO.

and nevertheless, i was feeling so high that day i laughed and laughed. and i hadnt cared about my messy hair on the way home. and yingsi say her sister's friend know sebastian ! ohGRR. ahaha.

today
oh im doing nothing i know. i just played the piano for half an hour cos i got nothing to do so i decide to do that. aww and i played badly.

my mum promised to bring me to bugis later cos she need to get something. which is so great. grab the chance the buy as many things as possible. oh i love shopping trips with my mum. i worry about nothing. (:

i had been mugging la. i mean. for endofyears. and the maths common test. if i cant get into the combi i want. i can forget about the others la. and i mean, serious.

oh now i must find something to do. yay. and life without juedui superstar is so boring. RARR.

im so crazy over sebastian ! x)

2:47 PM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

WHEE TRALALA.

its another MANYMANY days since i posted. WELL IM SO HIGH TDY I WILL POST. YAYYAY. ((:

monday
LOVES*
i love it since its school holiday TRALALA. haha. i know im crappish. but was so sick that day i need my mum to accompany me to the doctors'. HOW PATHETIC. i know i am. being sick on a NO-SCHOOL day. (: well life's like that.

and as usual. the doctor asked me stupid questions like WHERE ARE YOU SICK and stuff. and he stuffed the thermometer into my ear. STUPID GUY. or rather, HE POKED THE THERMOMETER IN. damned la. then he writewritewrite then i can go alrd. WHATTHEHELL. i waited for half an hour or so then so fast la. whateverla. at least that shows that i am so TOTALLY FINE.

tuesday
OHOH ALTHOUGH IT WAS A SCHOOL HOLIDAY. I HAD BAND AND MATHS REMEDIAL ! (: OKAYOKAY band started at 7.30 but maths teacher excused us frm it. till our remedial end. (: so i can wake up ltr. YAY. and then met up with JAN (: then we went school. x) WHEE. maths remedial was fun. cos i spent the whole two hours doing MATHS ! (: and i did lots of graphs. really. the most in my life in AN HOURS TIME. i was so amazed at myself. and as well. PROUD OF MYSELF.

then had band la. so embarrasing. mrs chua was conducting MAINBAND then me and jan went in halfway. HAHA. and everybody was looking at us. WTH. so embarrassing la can. then they played marriage of the figaro ; gan bei ; and tonghua. okay. i dont care. and ganbei's nice la.

and i went home ! DO ANYONE ACTUALLY BELIEVE IT ? I WENT HOME STRAIGHT AFTER BAND ! okayokay HAHA. COS I WAS SICK. I LOOK SO DEAD. SO I CANT HELP IT BUT NOT GO TM WITH VAN THEY ALL. ((:

went home and sleep. and then had piano. so fun. i went to the wrong hse. cos the teacher told me the wrong address and i went one floor higher. ((:

today
IM SO BORED AT HOME ! SMBDY SAVE ME ! ((:

i had a haircut. i swear its so much shorter than last time. and then i doubt it can be tied up la. so short. CLIPSCLIPSCLIPS. GRR. x) okay whatever.

there's band tmr ! (: WHEE. and maths remedial. WAHAHA. im going mad.

had a conv with faus and she was like telling me a mad guy go ask sebas to go his house. leave his add somore. crazy guy. and we were planning to go EXPO to see their rehearsal. ((:

i know im crazy over sebastian (:

6:40 PM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

wow so cute right ? cos got sebastian mah. ((: WHEE TRALALA. im getting HIGHER and HIGHER nowadays.

its already been days since i last blogged. and yes. there were people who asked me to blog but i didnt. well apparently i was lazy. yes and that's it.

thursday
jueduiSUPERSTAR finals. and there was SEBASTIAN ! and i was so elated. ((: but oh well. i admit he cant dance. really. butbut leon can dance ! and so can darryl. ((: they were sort of the guest appearence i think. ahaha. and junyang sang this really nice song named GUARDIAN ANGEL. the M1 3G thing commercial. its really nice la. i swear. i last time still thought is dont know some taiwanese sing one. (: and he and xinhui sang wuding really nicely. (:

then was KELLY and WEILIAN la duh. they are the MAIN PEOPLE of the show ! ((: oh and my dearest kelly had this bombarded hairstyle from the start of the show la. ((: and she put on too much lipstick i think. and her lips was extraordinarily red. (: oh whatever. she's still so chio. and they were each supposed to sing five songs. and weilian kept losing his standard la. its lowering and lowering. and kelly's improving ! YAY.

but nevertheless. i already know weilian's going to win.

both companies want kelly. cos once they got her. they will get junyang too. and the apparently UNIVERSAL is so much richer than PLAY so they kept voting for weilian. and he will win and ends up in PLAY. so UNIVERSAL will get kelly and junyang. what a nice ending.

so apparently in the end weilian won. yes ITS HIM. w h a t e v e r .

and i was happy for kelly cos she got into the better company.

well and lets not discriminate weilian either. he's got himself a contract. and that's already good enough.

and i wonder why all his fans cried for him. its so dammit obvious that he would win.

friday
paperONE chinese and english. chinese ORAL.

haha like so damned right. yesyesyes. why mix chinese oral ? its a goner la. paperones are sort of okay. well but the oral was sort of an unexpected paper. cos we all thought its the first five. and it ends up its number ten. and its the singapore idol thing. and i ended up making the teacher laugh la. GRR. cos of my funny answers. well it makes sense la. she was like. IF YOU HAD A CHANCE. WOULD YOU JOIN ? in chinese. and then i was like YES. BUT MAYBE NO COS I WILL APPEAR ON TV. then she ask why dont want appear on TV. then i was like LTR THEY GIVE YOU BAD COMMENTS THEN DIE.

then went to benhui hse there la. and before the oral after paperones me liming jan and kahhui go 85 there de 7eleven buy cupnoodles. WAHAHA.

then nothing really special happened la. that's it.

saturday
decide to study in the morning. but ends up GIVING UP.

so watched television till what 11 ? BOOOO.

and that's it too. cos nth really happened. but my mum scolded me for flunking my maths for the test. cos we got back our term report the day before. BUT. note there is always a BUT. i got high marks for geog and dnt and she never say anything. and she scolds me for being useless. just because of the damned pathetic maths. x(

today
went grandma's. watch television from 2.30 all the way till 8 when we go home. so fun. then im here after my bath. WHEE.

(:

and if you say a picture paints a thousand words. its UNTRUE cos you dont know what the heck im doing right from the start.

6:05 AM