I Meant, What If

Friday, August 25, 2006

stay awake with the sound of my voice, i'm restless from the silence in the air

Omgz 3B is too genious alrd. took back emath paper tdy nd only 2 genious passd th test :D Like omgz can, I couldnt beliv it ok. Now i think 3B s like th lousiest in th entire cohort. No wonder mrschua was like so pissed wiv our class nd kept emphasizg how we are th lousiest among th classes she teach. Anyway, i think this term, my report gonna suck nd al cos for th whole of this term, i think i had been sleepg in class nearly everyday :( I dont want it t happen one ok! I j dozed off then i d find myself waking up 5 mins before lesson ends then i would be sweating like siao. And then i faild alot of tests prolly because i wasnt paying attention. And my attention span s very short so i cant get down t serious studyg. Anyway i had three geog test this term nd i flunk al three -.- So yeah.

Anyway i suddenly rmb alot of things that happend in primary sch cos rebecca nd me were like, talkg alot abt our primary school th other day. I rmb being a librarian in primary 3/4(?) cos there got computer then everyday after school i got nowhere t go so i go there find my friend talk talk cos she librarian. Then since i so free she also ask me be so can use th librarian computer [: Ahh so since i ve nthg t do so i go be librarian lorz. Then i made a lot of new friends [: It was fun but then i got sick of it so al my friends nd i quit th next year? Ahah.

Then during p5 i startd skipping my CCA t go t th basketball court near my house there :D Cos CCA wasnt of any priority then it s j for th fun of joining. Cos that year, my school was under prime so p5pupils al attend morning sessions instead of afternoon. Then at that time i made a lot of friends who were a year older than me cos we were in th same session [: Nd then they alw go play bball so i alw go also [: My p5 year was really a blast! Then at th void deck there alw got a lot of paikia but then last time i also dont know, so also go talk t them zz.

I think i shouldnt like talk about primary school days alrd la, like i miss loyang alot man.

This song is friggin nice :D

inside this room

time will stand still as long as

we're not aware of change

the world outside

leaves me behind by myself

there's no mercy for those who hold on

9:40 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Yesterday was Ahband's farewell. Uhh yeah, but it wasnt as emo as expectd loll.

Anyway, rushd out at ard 11.59 t meet van when we were sup t meet each other at 12. But then both of us were late so nvm[: Nd then we decided t meet in th train but then it was so crowded so we met at cityhall. Went t marina t get some stuff nd al, then headed t th hotel. Took a cab cos we heard that th stupid bus that goes t th hotel takes an hour? So yeah on th cab my mum called t say i failed my damn piano exam :( Like shitz right. Then my first impression of th hotel is it looks like a hospital? Th service was superr good cos there s someone who helpd us open th cab door :D Lolll anyway it s quite nice inside la but me nd van were quite pissd at first cos of smthg. Then suddenly i got high cos benedict was like: Omg chongning is that you singing? I can imagine you on th stage of Singapore Idol [:

Then i sang into th microphone in front of al th sec one sec two nd sec three band members in th ballroom! Then obviously it was superr loud cos i sang into th microphone! Then everybody cheerd nd clappd! :D I was damn happy ok! [: At least no one said Stop it lol. Then back t th room where we kept our bags nd al, joel scammed me by passing th mike t me askg me t sing so i was like re you sure th ballroom there cannot hear? Cos it s wireless(duh?) but it s th ballroom mike. Then he was like i think so la then i sang so they were like laughing their asses off cos they faked me actually is can hear one wtf rofl.

And then ard 6.30 farewell startd! [: Ahah sry t al sec3s i think i screwd up th dance lollll D: Then had songs dinner blahblah then vid! :D Okay then section talk nd al then pictures! [: Then yeah it ended quite early so everyone was taking pictures [: I realise i bloggd about farewell last year too i cant beliv it s that fast. Go read th post it s in my july archives. It seems like, farewell '05 j ended a month before? Anyway, thanks shiyun qiujun cally for everything they ve done throughout th 3 years im in perc [: And t al th other sec4s, thank you very much for th memories nd everything.

Some of th pics! [: Anyway i woke up tdy then i didnt dare t say anything abt my piano exam frm yest i reach home til j now i didnt even go touch th result slip. Then acty is my mother scam me i did pass okay! Passing mark s 100/150 i got 100! so lucky right omgz! You know for th whole of this week, i got back six tests, includg my piano exam, nd i failed 3, borderline passed 3! like omgz! I got 25/50 for bio, 21/42 for chem, 100/150 for piano! [:

Uhh yeah other pictures at ohmychocolate.shutterfly.com [: Ask me for th pw! :D

10:50 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Ahh my results re getting frm bad t worse omgz! Took back 3 papers tdy nd I flunked all three. Okay maybe not, i got 25/50 for th bio paper, nd failed th remaining papers badly. So t me, that s as good as failing al th three papers? :D I seriously need t really, really study alrd. Passing bio t me was alrd a miracle cos i left nearly everything blank -.- And nowadays when i took th test papers th first thing that came t my mind was: wtf shitz re al these?

But i made a list of resolutions(haha like suddenly) :D So, from tdy onwards, imma get down t serious studying. Im serious, nd that means lesser computer time for me :D I need t learn how t save electricity too, since my computer s like on even when im not even at home -.- I rmb gg t chalet th other time then shihying got his laptop there nd when he saw me he was like: eh chongning you online leh. Like loll i need t save electricity really. Then i also need t save money. And i wanna learn some self-defence skills! Okay im like, lame. And later, im also doing my lit homework(as if i would), nd do some self-studyg on chem! x) Although i think i ll end up watchg th nine nd ten o clock shows x)

Anyway tdy was lame school was friggin long. Then chinese i was damn stupid i stood up when th stupid i forgot whut laoshi askd who didnt bring th tb agn -.- Then i got green form but he didnt tell me whut t tick write name only but i think he ll prolly not giv cos i didnt even write my class. Alamak but you nv know man, like lol. Then after he left i realise there s still other people who didnt bring th damn book cos john was like shoutg t me that im plain stupid t stand up cos he also nv bring -.- And he was like, laughing al th way. Aiyah you al should ve told me earlier right! Lol but nvm la, i dont like care anymore. Al th lessons were crap other than english cos it was free period :D Then aft school wenta eat wiv mana shum becky nd jingyi then we went t th lib. Ahah then i saw ballzie(ahah shumin) but that s not th point. We were like laughing damn loudly in th lib cos maria said smthg superr fkg funny :D Then those guys who were like a shelf away from us got damn irritated by our laughter cos i think before we come they were th loudest nd they cannot stand us being th loudest [: Had piano aft that.

Anyway th past few days were kinda fun nd al! :D

On Sat i survivd walkg ard Orchard for one whole day in my class tee. It's okay if you wear YOUR classtee. But take a look at mine la, i dont think any friggin straight in th mind person'd wear it t orchard? Ahah i think i must be crazy [: Vanz told me there was this two malays our age who were like standing behind me talkg abt my damn shirt.

sorry my shirt damn big o.O

Then we had Sakae @Heeren. :D Ate friggin hell alot :D Like madness. Cos while waitg for my salmon t arrive(they ve superr slow service), i took alot of plates off th conveyor belt thingo nd finishd my dou(lol) but th salmon not here yet -.- But th meal s superr fillg la. Plus we ate nd crappd for like 3 hrs? Lol th whole trip superr funny ahah paralysed lolll x)

Yeah so anyway then at night i went t my grandma s agn(: Talk d t my cousin alot nd we completed our damn puzzle! Friggin dizzy la i tell you. Haha nd we were like tryg t be sarcastic but ends up laughing everytime, so i was telling her hips dont lie, nd she was like: But im not hip. ROFLMAO :D That night we tried piecing the pieces till like 2am? Ahah then too tired go sleep then yayy we completed it th nx day! [: Damn accomplished :D

That's it [: Maybe you say i no life blahblah, but i dont care la byebye :D

9:37 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

I think my comp's damn good at multi-tasking. It's scanning, printing, transfering pictures from my cam nd downloading al at th same time :D

Okay yo! I havent like posted for quite long(as if). Okay anyway, I HAVENT FUCKG CUT MY HAIR!!! Okay that s not th point, but zz a lot of people tell me seventh month cannot cut hair, so nvm lorz, but i found out that there s TWO seventh month this year so in other words, i can forget about cutting my hair alrd :D Anyway i think there s a math retest tmr zz, nd they always like t have retest when i fuggin passed th first test. Then end up i always fail th retest nd th teacher usually take th retest marks -.- Th past few days were goooood [:

Monday was quite lame but i was lookg forward t school cos ther s no school on tues wed nd thurs! (: And monday s like damn short canz. Im sure i d fail my bio test cos i dont have enough time t study, haha excuses. But th paper was damn hard please! Then i forgot whut happend OH NO I RMBRD, some ye lao shi guy came t observe our class nd gave out ard 20 demerits!!! I mean like, yeah. I havent bought my bk for a whole year nd pengzhi didnt say anything nd he came in for like half n hour only nd he gave out so many green forms? Alamak let s not talk about him alrd only make me piss. SS was kinda fun nd al cos th class was like damn noisy nd th curtain was torn down by th guys like omg canz. I passed my SS! Like omg! [: I was damn happy cos jan wrote a lot nd i wrote only a little but we got th same marks :D Then everybody was damn shy nd al no one wants t face th cam [:

tryg desperately t revive th curtain lol

Shy :/

notshy [:

Had 2.4 run on tuesday! :D T me i think i kinda improved from last year nd al. But then i was having my red nd bloody stuff like wtf! Nd like at th 400m(?) only i started havg cramps. BUT THAT IS NOT AN EXCUSE. So lol if you see me runng i think most prolly i ll be holdg one side of my stomach. But then i kept on running until th turn which is i think is half th dist of th run alrd, so like 11oom? I kinda slowed down then at like station 8 i stoppd cos i was lookg for th pavilion which was ard 250(?)m from th end so i could start sprintg. But that pavilion was like nowhere in sight rofl. Then i decided t walk until i reach th pavilion(lol) but then sockling saw me nd then tried t motivate me so aha i ran then i saw th pavilion with th toilet(like finally) so i started sprinting al th way til th end :D Then when i wantd t slow down cos alrd sprint very long havent reach i saw th sec1,2, nd 4 people, mainly from band, cheerg for me so i was like NO I CANNOT STOP lol. Shiyun was superr funny she was th first one i saw shoutg nd was like CHONG! CHONG! CHONG! roflmao. Then i saw yongquan then fiona, yay th percs! :D yeah others cannot see can hear. So i continue sprintg al th way til i see th councillors but then some guy shoutd there s still 25m t go so i was like shit but i saw smthg that motivate me t run al th way so [: I was quite happy when i reachd th finishg line cos i overtook quite a number of people at th endg there cos i think they slowd down but i sprintd. Nd i heard someone sayg that th sec3 girls overtake th best when i reachd th finishg line aha.

i know i look fkg weird lol, nvm [:

Then went PP t eat wiv amanda nd vanz nd we ended up eatg at pastamania :D was super hungry alrd lol. nd me nd van saw Zhiyuan! :D Super coincidental at PP cos we saw qian, faus steph first then saw th band people then deb anngi mh then cam nd al then liming nd kh nd a lot more. Then went t pool aha was darn cool cos there was this bunch of idiots who playd a lot of games then we were super angry nd wantd t cal backup nd al lmao. Then this bunch of guys came in nd like wna pick a fight. Super fun la. Then th bunch of idiots thot they were like our backups or whut so th girls were like scared but th guys wna act. Zz we older than you leh xiao di di(sounds so wrong omgz). Then went piano after how many thousand years then t my grandma s.

Went t NDP on Wed! Quite cool wantd t meet vanz but she was like, right opposite me in th stadium damn far canz. Anyway my cam died on me first when deyi band startd marching in. Omgz la i was damn pissd cos th band was like superr good. If only AHband could sound that good nd al. And they were marchg nd playg at th same time ok! Anyway i managed t switchd th batts ard nd take a pic of th fireworks! [:Then my phone died on me too i was superr pissd. Anyway th whole thing was quite fun nd it s th last NDP in th stadium? I heard. There s like no school tdy nd actually i think me nd amanda s going t pool or smthg tdy im waitg for her t call -.-

electrico

deyi band

fireworks!

Super long post omgz im like so free lol. Im superr longwinded nd al so whutever, byebye! [:

1:51 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Ahaha i ate alot tdy! Nd like currently, im finishing th KFC coleslaw w lots nd lots of chilli, freakg nice canz. Shit i j realised there s a freakg bug inside th coleslaw damn it omg Omg OMG. Freakg disgustg omg!!!

Hello i j came back after rinsing my mouth alot alot of times :D I shall, from now, abstain myself from havg KFC alrd, since they sell such unhygienic food :( Good, whenever i think of th bug, i wont eat KFC, this means i MIGHT eat more healthy food leh! Loll whatever. Yuck shit i need t wash my mouth a lot a lot of times omg yuck.

Anyway MILUBING WON SUPERRBAND! [: -runs ard like a crazy woman

Th past few days were quite fun :D

Friday supposed t hav this buffet thingo but th stupid school scammed us nd gave EVERYONE in th school a three-dollar voucher that can only be used in th canteen. But aiyah, better than nothing la. So during recess everyone was using their coupons so you see people s plate al piling up with food, cos no need they pay whut :D But th lessons damn boring aha but SEL was super fun cos me jacintha nd benhui went out of th class t do maths cos we didnt want t watch th damn show ahaha super fun man! Cos we saw a few people outside class when we came out of th toilet nd realised shanshan askd them out t complete maths loll. Then i was like tellg mountain i want my maths paper back cos i handed up an unfinishd work then she said: ACTUALLY YOU DONT NEED T FINISH ONE YOU KNOW. Hahahahaha whut a joke. Then whut re th people outside doing huh? Since you say no need finish then they might as well dont do. So she very reluctantly gave me my paper back so i went outside t do loll :D Super fun aha we somore listeng music :D Nd like for th whole day jieting nd me were singing national day songs, superr patriotic[: Then had band! Quite boring actually, somehow. But it ended at 7 cos chenghuat came back t conduct novena i was bored t hell cos i wasnt playg. But th way he was teachg s damn funny la lol, then after band i went straight t my grandma's. Very late alrd leh, i reachd my grandma s hse at ard 8.30 lorz.

Talkd/crappd/laugh wif my cousins ahaha then sleep then wake up th next day hav breakfast then i went back t school. For th dance thing, but i cant get anything right loll. Then after th thingo some of us went t supposedly bowl but in th end pool aha then super weird leh, cos i very very long nv play i really really dont know how t play alrd. I forget that i need t put my hand on th table i look like im doing gong fu[: But then after a while, i got th hang of it again! :D Damn fun canz! Aloysius s like superr good loll, van somore took two vids of him actg pro ahah i ll upload them soooon :D Anyway then we saw cherine louis yongquan nd weyjian then yongquan was like tellg me nd sock that only abv 16 can play or smthg, loll th person damn dumb cos me nd sockling even gav him our ezlink card nd he didnt like even say anythg lol, somore we were like in school tees. But whutevs, then we playd bowlg nd al(:

There s 2.4km run this tues!!! Im sorta, lookg forward t it hahaha i dont know why loll. I know i sure run damn slow one la, cos i ve been eatg alot recently! Then im gg my grandma s hse also! Like yay :D:D:D:D:D Anyway im thinkg of bringing a musical device(hahaha chim) along for th run but maybe not alrd lolllll. Cos once a song over that means ard 4 minutes passd, super depressg one ok! That means if i listen t ard 4 songs nd im still runng that means fail alrd!

Anyway, I STILL HAVENT FUCKG CUT MY HAIR. Omg canz, i rejectd my mum s kind offer t go cut hair on thurs j bacause i bathed alrd dont want go out. So stupid right! Then now she not even at home blahblahblah i should hav expectd this nd accept th offer th other day. Very rare she ll say: 'eh i bring you go cut hair' one k!

Nvm la there ll be a next time[: I must study for bio now alrd i realise there s more t study than i thought OMG. Byebye.

8:55 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

I still think my hair s ugly, like freakg ugly. Like everyone in school now has stereotype hairstyles. Everyone s hairstyle s like th same -.-

我会发着呆，然后微微笑，
接着静静闭上眼

8:56 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

omg,

Jay Chou - Ge Qian
A*Teens - Firefly
[:

Haha hello! :D School s pretty fun tdy aha :D First period electv was very very funny [: I kinda start t like elect lessons alrd, loll th guys re superr funny :D Then was SS which i freakg screwd th test cos jan used like 2 pieces of paper nd wrote a lot, but i only wrote like one nd a half page? Haha lol! Whatever man! Nvm la since im alrd used t failg SS test [: But i prefer sourcee-based leh! Oh nd i rmbd for th SS mid-years i got 10 marks only ahaha :D But th teacher mark damn slow other classes al got back their papers like two wks ago nd we re like th last class t get back our papers, so no mood t act emo alrd, since a few days ltr gonna be th june hols alrd whut ahaha. Anyway i also dont care one, cos every failure leads t success, ok whutever, excuses loll.

Then we had PE! Haha PE was fun tdy cos i didnt sweat at al [: It s rare ok, cos i very easily sweat one leh! Cos we did NAPFA tdy [: I hate broad jump :( It always make me not get a gold :( But i was expectg t jump like 150 only but in th end i jumpd 162 [: Quite happy la, but it s not even a C! But my pull-up was good [: I did like 18, cos 17 then A alrd whut :D Okay i always like inclined since primary school i think it s very very fun! Carryg perc instru for three yrs also made me hv alot of arm muscle that helpd pullg me up [: Nd i like sit nd reach! Cos everytime only sit nd reach nd inclind pull-ups i can get A. My sit-ups deprovd so whutever loll. Then when th guys did broad jump that time was very funny. Wenbin was preparg t jump or smthg then zhanyi went t put a 10dollar note at th furthest end of th jumping mat. Ahaha t motivate wenbin with money loll so everyone ended up laughing. And then he ended up jumping like 200+++ you know! As in really going end of th mat alrd, but too bad nv reach th money lolll, cha yi dian dian [:

Then was chinese which i practically fell asleep(everybody did) loll. Nd i think since th start of school i ve never brought my chi txbk t sch before loll, th teacher didnt care anyway. Then Bio got back Bio nd chem papers im quite satisfied alrd la! [: Cos i passed leh! Ho ChongNing passed her Chemistry Mole Concept test leh! Acty is cos of th clues ahaha :D Then bio was quite good also but i think everyone got good results cos there s crossword puzzle -.- There s gna be another Bio test nx wk! Ok i doubt i ll study even if i bring home my tb, so i became smart nd not bring home! Since i realise this year, i had ALWAYS been doing last minute work. Like, i study for exam only th day before, even midyears. But t me, i ve t do this cos even if i study like two days before, i d forget everything on th day [: Oh nd i passed my maths test too! Like omg! Ok no link alrd loll. Then assembly was lame nd al. Nd after school ate at Macs nd then went home [:

I think my hair s getting longer nd it s ugly. I hate my hair alrd. :( Nd ahaha it s curling badly lollll. I want t cut my hair again! Sooooooon i know [: Somehow i really cannot stand my hair, damn it.

Nd just for th fun of it,

If you can understand loll [:

7:30 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Tdy was kinda fun nd al[:

S.H.E - Zi Teng Hua
Aaha it s superr nice ok! Heard it once nd i liked it alrd! [: Must listen!

&guess whut? Me nd shumin saw Adriano at Tamp loll. At th interchange i was like tellg her whut if we saw Adriano at tamp cos alot of people saw him there alrd. Then at near th mrt station there i was tellg her i have a strong feelg i d see someone familiar there. Lol so when we reachd th tm front door two AH girls walkd out, so shumin was like: there familiar peoples. So i was like lolll no not this kind, as in people i know or smthg. Then i was laughing away then suddenly she startd nudging me then i lookd left ahaha guess who we saw! Ahaha Adriano! [: Loll superr funny can! It s not seeing him that make us shock but my intuition that superr shockd both of us! I still rmb there was this once i went out with my cousin i was tellg her i ve a feelg i ll see some people i know here. Then th next moment, i saw some AH girls i know who were waving at me aha :D My intuition superr qiang right! :D Wah no wonder everytime when i got th fail feelg whenever i get maths or geog paper then sure will fail one aha :D Next time must beliv me alrd!

Aha yep school was quite cool yep, nd lit was very fun [:

Blogger didnt die on me tdy! [:

But still, other pictures up some other days! :D

6:40 PM