I Meant, What If

Saturday, October 29, 2005

it really was so fast.

yesterday was the last day of school. and i mean, it really was fast. two years had gone just like that. i really hated it. why do we have to change classes ? cant we like be stuck in the same class for four years ? i miss the times we played bridge, when slowly everybody in the class picks the game up. i miss the times we played daidee, i miss the times we played heartattack like dumbdumbs, i miss the times we played cheat like idiots, i miss the times we talked shit, i missed the singing of crazy people in class, i miss all the superstar fanatics updating us on jueduisuperstars, i miss the recess times where 2a would usually book a long stretch of table, i miss the closing of doors and windows to play bridge, i miss the scoldings and threatenings of teacher to our class because of bridge and all sorts, and i miss 2a classroom all the same.

i really hated it.

i cant believe that's the end. that's the end of 2azerofive. i didnt want to make it sound so sad, but really, i had missed all those times we had. bitter sweet or sour, we had been through them all. together.

and i really missed the confiscating of decks, and i meant not one, but many. the teacher can scold us and walk off, and the next minute you would be seeing us playing cards again. and i missed the times we sang, whatever songs that get into our minds, we sing. omg i cant believe its all ending. andand i missed golf, the class would play bridge even on the bus, finding all ways and means to put the cards. and singing all the same while playing. and the anyhow swinging of the club and the anyhow smacking of the grass. and yes, we would be really glad if we had a perfect hit.

i didnt know it would end so fast, and we cant do anything on friday i know.

and why do people treasure things only when they'v lost them, i dont understand.

and i think im getting fat, everything in my house is just too tempting omg. like the ice cream, biscuits, and omg chips-more ! theyare all making me fat. so i guess the only thing i could do is to run everyday during the holidays, so as to make me grow taller too. (:

will be back to school to find out what combi i would be posted to next year on monday, and i really hope i can get into coregeog electlit, and i would be really happy if i get into it.

so continue to pray hard. :D

7:29 PM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

and i really want to be flu-free ! (: AHA. i mean, omg im having a flu that so affects my sleep can.

didnt go school tdy and on tues. it wasnt unplanned, but planned. but well, im down with flu today, so apparently i cant go to school even if i ever wanted to.

tmrs the last day of school, and many left for shanghai tdy and i doubt many people appeared in school cos even qian is poning. and last day of school, which simply means last day of 2A zerofive. we had shared a total of two years together, whether great or not, we had really been more bonded. i mean, we'r at the very least better than our first year. two years had passed really fast, say, it looks more like 1 year to me. i could really still remember the firstdays i had in AH, the orientation, the canteen, and so on. i felt like its the end of the world then, with none i know in my class. but slowly, all made friends and aww before you knew it, everybody's parting. i can remember really many things, like the food fair last year, all our chalets, bbqs, class outings, gatherings, activities blhblahblah. but tmr isnt all so the last day. cos like i said, many had already left for shanghai, and yeah, guess there'll only be like half of the class. and i bet school's ending really early, so there's nothing we can do. we cant like be so exaggerrated to cry and hug each other right, that would be too emotional i know.

we'll also be getting back our reports tmr. if i could get a b3 for my average, id be really happy i swear.

i cant imagine what days next year would be like, like how making new friends need to start again, and so on. yeah and i really wonder what combi i would get in.

so now pray really hard that i would get into the combi that i want :D

7:41 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

bbq at debby's yesterday ! (: although only half the class turned up, everybody was going too high. maybe it's the last time our class gna gather like that, and really, everybody is going very HIGH.

hurhurhur went debby's with jan at about two plus three, and suprisingly, many were there alrd. then after us a little were another few. and we were all playing bishibashi. LMAO. and we ended up watching scarymovie. hell it was so damned freaking funny and everybody was laughing hell shit out of it. aww. it was one hell a mixture of manymany shows, how gay. hurhur but it was a really perverse show and no wonder, it was rated an M18. the damned killer was stupid, really. and ah well, we all missed the ending as bbq's starting already.

i helped the class bbqed for the very first time, tgt with minhui, xinzi, yongsheng and a few others. (: hurhurhur, and me and yongsheng and xinzi were singing while barbequeing, budden the whole place was so stuffy and warm. hell. so we were the lasts to eat, oh that's very sad. hurhurhur.

and then the next thing we all knew was that debby was thrown into the pool, leaving her all wet. and then they all tried to push yongsheng. LMAO. i had really never seen guys in our class really that high before, and i mean everybody that turned up, AWW. but it was the last few days we are together, and at least that left us with some great memories. we had had manymany bbqs, but none had really made everybody so into it, cos while in chalets, we will all be slacking away inside the chalet and watching tv rather than eating and chatting outdoors. (:

and we went up and played bishibashi again (: HURHURHUR. so damned gay can.

and all went home at about ten.

oh guess i gtg soon, (:

withLOVE\ning(:

1:27 PM

Friday, October 21, 2005

and i had no intention of going to school tdy. but i was forced to get out of bed by my mother who threatened that if i dont go to school tdy, i would have to do it for the whole of next wk, which i werent intending to do so. so i had no choice, but to drag myself to school. and i nearly fell asleep on the cab.

results werent finalise yet, so i dont ought to be that happy, but nevertheless, it was the first time i was quite happy with my results. i got a 70 for my geog paper, and i was exhilarated. LMAO. and i actually got a 69 for my english, and a 68 for my math and chinese. but yes the results aint finalise i know, but let's pray hard i can get into the combi i want. (:

eoy paper results
maths-68
chinese-68
science-65
dnt-69
geog-70
lit-64

the whole of tdy was cca and school ended really early as the sec threes need to attend the graduation ceremony. and yesyes, we were dismissed. cca was a bore, and im glad we dont have it for the whole of november cos the school does not have enough funds, and according to mrs lam, all the ccas need to share the money equally.

bbq at debby's tmr, YAY (: hurhur.

withLOVE\ning(:

6:49 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005

the longest story

exams are officially OVER (:

OVEROVEROVER SHALALA.

im tootoo high when exams are overr.

okayy i know there's still results. but at least it's over. and we got a two-day marking day break (:

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ohoh many went kbox tdy but was like, nearly the whole of our class and other classes. so amanda and i might be going during the holidays instead.

andand we went to watch tong meng qi yuan instead. oh andy lau is so shuai and cute. and we actually waited for what one hour and thirty minutes. LOL.

and we went home.

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i watched tv for one whole day do you believe it ? that's the thing about end of exams. LOL. okay whatever. and chinese wasnt' easy. it's about mickey and projectsuperstar. luckily i know all the twelve words LOL.

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i want to be
somewhere I can see the roads
a place where every time you breathe
a wish comes true
i want to be
where love is real
and memories of distant days
come to life again

(:

6:56 PM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

ju zi qi shui (:

science paper was quite hard. the MCQ part. there were so many many electric questions. and the ecology part. and the chem part. i didnt really study ecology, so you see.

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dnt was quite hard too. apparently i think i drew the 10 marks question wrongly. hell.

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english tdy was okay, and i managed to find all 15 points, for the summary, which is so great (: i had been going home straight after exams lately. dont ask me cos i dont know why too. and guess tmr everybody is gna plan where to go. its the last day of the exams see. and i suddenly felt like going home to sleep. and me and amanda's going to watch some shit movie that i dont know what. LMAO. and mrs rod is so unfair so as to minus 1 mark from faus grp and our grp and addtwo marks to grp three. how can ? she's so UNFAIR. LOL. okay, minusing of marks is because of cherng ru and shihying la. they fought. lollol. and mrs rod says adding of two marks for them cos they that time forst to settle down. SURELY ONE. my grp also got mah.

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im bored at home. id better study chinese. so i can force my mum to buy me nokia N70 if i get gd results.

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6 down ONE to go (:

juziqishuidexiangweipiaozaikongqizhong
nizuijiaodenaiyoukandewohaixindong
wohenidemoqiyouzhongjiezou
qianzhewodexintiaogennizou

(:

11:49 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

i know id rather see you smile.

maths paper was hard. paper one was okay, but paper two isnt. i dont really wna talk about it. so pray hard i can scrap an A.

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headache. maybe it was the math exam. i nearly vomited.

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three down. four to go.
i really hope i can actually get an A for science. but according to the situation now, you see, i havent even studied finish the whole textbook, so let's not say revision and eoy paper 04. not even a nap then.
maybe im going for tuition, cos i do not understand how to do chemical equations.

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:)

ai mei rang ren shou jin wei qu
zhao bu dao xiang ai de zheng ju
he shi gai qian jin
he shi gai fang qi
lian yong bao dou mei you yong qi

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12:17 PM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

i choose to remember your smile

two down. five to go.

it was a time of scribbling and rushing. like its the end of the world. but apparently nobody cares what the hell the person next to you is doing, other than the teachers. everybody choose not to pay attention to anything, scribbling down whatever hell that comes into your mind, afraid that the next moment you'd forget. the time's perfectly fine, for most of us, to end our fullstop just before the examiner shouts STOP into the microphone. some were still scribbling, but nonetheless, scripts were being collected.

it was especially true during the lit exam. everybody was seen scribbling. none was neat. none. not a single one. teachers were seen running around to give extra papers to students even at the very last minute. me too, at the very last five minutes, scribbled the conclusion on a new piece of paper. and i managed to finish it before the exam stopped. it was fine. just a few mistakes here and there.

geog exam was no better. many finished at the last moment too. and i screwed up the whole map part. ten marks gone i think. but im quite confident of the others. and its a lot of memory. anybody who actually studied would pass the exams with flying colors i think.

it's a pity there's still a science exam coming up. which requires very much of our brain space. and fortunately, english and chinese are not that tough. and maths and dnt are not so too.

i dont want to drop higher mothertongue anymore the moment i thought of not studying chinese anymore in JC.

and now pray hard that i can get gd results for endofyears and get into the combination that i want.

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:)

3:12 PM