I Meant, What If

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

I see you looking at me

Like i'm some kind of freak

Get up out of your seat

Why don't you do something ?

I MUSTMUSTMUSTMUSTMUST talk about yesterday man ! Hahah it was damn exciting, to me, that is =8D

Wenta sch as usual then i nearly starved to death cos recess was @like whut, 11+ ? O M G right ! Damn ridiculous i know ! :( K so wenta recess then i felt very refreshed heheheeee fooooooood =8D Then after schooooooool, Shum rushed down to Tamp to queue for the Hana Kimi thingo then i realised her lyric book was still w me ! Then she msgd to tell me that they signing lyric bk only OMG. K so i went for band as usual &we got our new choice piece =8) Was kinda nice i think ? Me &MengJit are gonna play mallets no matter whut hahaha last SYF alr leh ! K back to the point, i went TM to find Shum after band @ard 6.05. Then reached ard 6.35 ? Called Jan &al, WOAH i tell you the whole Tamp 4th floor was crowded like craSSSSSSy ar. Found her then Shum's sister wasn't there so I asked Amanda to follow me go get the chop shit. Met Ysabel, Velvarie, Catherine, &a few other AH people. The man with the chop refuse to help me chop &ask me to bloody wait so i was like OK FASTER. So we went back &Jan disappeared like wtf leaving Shum's jnr ? K so we took our stuffs &left the queue thinking we could cut in.

SO HERE COMES THE CLIMAXXXXXXXXXXXX

We think we damn smart so decided to squeeze @the Food Court entrance to openarea there then after squeezing for some time, we gace up cos we see there's no movement @al. Met Xinzi, XiangYing &ZhiXing (?) hahah so we decided to squeeze agn, but then we realise that there is for the people who cannot go in @al. Wah NIAOOOOOOOOOO. So we got out of the crowd &Jan called &guess whut, Jan the mouth roller got in alrd &we the pathetic snails were still ouside, shld'v joined the queue right ! I also know ! So me &Amanda tried to look ard finding any familiar faces to cut in but then to no avail. Met my jnrs &al, so we decided to find another way to the outside area. Gave up LOL. Found the stupid man who havent give me the chop &i demanded it &i acted like my whole family in there alr lol left me. So he was like, reluctantly chopping my hand =8) See my acting skills are great! =8) Then went back to find Xinzi &al &they were alrd in PastaMania looking from the glass panel. &AT THAT PT OF TIME, PASTAMANIA ALRD CORDONED OFF THEIR ENTRANCE TO PREVENT ANYMORE PEOPLE FROM ENTERING. Like, this

So like me &amanda were one of the ALOT of people outside Pasta i've no idea for fuck cos WuZun &Ella are like at least 10m away from outside pasta &this scene is INSIDE pasta for goodness sake. So when the someone left &women no 1,2,3 were attending to the table, Amanda &me ran in LOL. Like,

K we succeeded but soon enough, bothe the idols sat down &started signing, so we left Pasta. Amanda left cos she wenta have her bday dinner hehehehehee. ZhiXing (?) wenta buy their album &z i still had to pass Shum the lyric bk ! So after she bought the album we managed to slide in to the front of the Part don't know whut queue(is alr alot of people go in -.-) Then soon enough we managed to get in inside is much LESS squeezy &Jan the mouth roller was very happy to see me w the lyric bk &they rushed in back to the queue(see i told you there's too much queues -.- ) Then al of a sudden everybdy was inside z i ve no idea why. Everybdy as in my jnrs. So smart i don't know how they got in z.

THEN NOW THE ULTIMATE CLIMAXXXXXX ARRRRR

So we ve to go to the Fan's w no album place. Then somehow someone (someone as in one of us) found a way to get into the EMPTY area by :

Green being our pathway :D Hahah i tell you omg so fun then we were like so near to them ! On the way to the empty area, we hid at the playground &al, in the end they don't give a hoot about us when we stand @the red thing there :D Was soooooooo happy ! :D We even stepped deep into the bush there just to get in ! (: WOAHHHHH DAMN EXCITINGGGGGGGG [: K again it's only to me LOL. Then after that at the we saw everybdy who's queueing then after Jan got her signature thingo she called me &asked me to go alr, z lol then i took v long cos i didn't want to leave roflllll sry. K woah then finally we left &al. Before we left the openarea thing me HuiLing &Rachelle shouted WuZun damn loudly hahah only 3 of us leh quite loud smre not bad right !
Duh i know [:

Oh anway my mum called when i just reached TM &asked me where i was so i was like TM TO SEE WUZUN &ELLA then she was like K REACH HOME BY 8 GOT DINNER. So i was like aokay but then i didn't go home @8 cos i don't feel like and al cos i wanted to look @them longer hehe then ard 8.15 she called &i was alr expecting her to nag &al cos i was still there ? Lol BUT THEN TO MY SUPRISE SHE WAS LIKE, OKAY LOH BUT MUST COME HOME EAT DINNER :D:D:D:D:D LOLLLLLLLL z so i reached ard 9+ then i dowan eat dinner alr cos it's so late plus im full ? Hahah so td i woke up feeling damn tired cos prolly yesterday everybdy without the chop was almost like moshpitting, or i think worse, inside. Plus i was hungry to the MXMMMMMMMMMM woah lol. Heng td's recess is 10 + :D , or i will just starve to my death.

Kkk, Goodbye :D

10:24 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Whatcha gonna do when the crowds go 'EH O'

Why you standing on the wall

Music's starting everywhere

Why don't you just move along

HI ALLLLLLL :)

Yesterday was welcome party! Wenta Bugis before that with Jan, &wooooooooooo the whole place was damn crowded &all. Like, srsly. It was crowded like everywhere &everybody couldn't breathe &all, &it isn't even 2wks away from New Year yet -.- So it was very annoying to breath in smelly air &all. But i bought some stuffs in the end then we wenta buy Old Chang Kee where i met my fans LOL. Back to Tanah then school &was caught in the rain then reached just before dinner started =8) Changed into batch jersey (!!!) it was dayyyyyyym nice =8D &the whole batch was wearing it ! Then gayed ard with the fake champagne &did bandship dance =8D But aaaaah people this year are not high anymore :( That's kinda sad &all but then still, yeah. Then had debrief with the sec3s then we left halfway.

Sup to go to Fei Lun Hai 's some meeting/autograph session td ! But then Jan the mouth roller couldn't make it :( Then both Shum &Shimin are going to the KUnion thing so i don't know whether they're gg or not ! So wenta Chinaaaaatown w my mum cos she needa get some cloth thing for my grandmothaaaa :D O M G i tell you O M G i'm not ever going to that place ever again man ! Not that i'm like, condemning the place but then the things sold there are like superrrrr expensive to the MXM ! Like, not worth it @all still sell so ex! So the first thing i did when i reached was eat. Met Clarissa &her family. Then i wanted to buy Tea Eggs to eat but then my mum stopped me z. Then wenta walk ard &all. Saw this Michelle Chong (?) actress person ? Then z shit ard then decided to go home since it was alrd like 8+. Bought foooooooood then my dad drove us home. See my life revolves ard foooooood that's why i'm fat like lol. Z i need to slim down plus make my body longer. I ve short body &short legs =8) Come on, laugh all you want =8)

I finished the SS thing ! Yay [: &anywayy if you want to see the Why Ugliness Should be Deemed a Crime complete speech, go to Yaqi's blog ! =8)

:D, Bye !

10:48 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

I realise 4B is damn horny &crappy after yesterday's speech thingo during EnGGGGrish. The whole class were like trying to lame with their speech so basically none of the grps were serious @all :D The bezZzt was still WeiCheng's grp they talked abt Why Ugliness Should be a Crime wtflol. The whole class was laughing @like every sentence PLUS we did a standing ovation for them @the end.

Did some crap thing like whut you appreciate abt everybdy in class during SEL yesterday. Basically yesterday was very fun &all. So like you ve to describe everyone on the class list it was damn fun but alot of people wrote me as entertainer im so sadrofl [: Okay no luh, entertaining is very fun ! =8)

There's welcome party now i'm going before dinner &right now i need to meet Jan @2.25 @PasirRis MRT &it's 2.21 now. Hahahahahahah goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! =8D

2:23 PM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Bet you never thought that

I could break you

Did you think that

I would look the other way

I ve ard 10mins to blog this down heheeee cos i'm going to watch the stupid 7oclock show :D

Yay so me &MengJit were talking about the band while going home, upon discussing who to handover our mallets to. Then we started talking about SYF &then crap alot &then decided to blog whut we said down =8)

So like anyway, SYF07 is in less than 4mths time ? Or like, less than 3mths ? Pleeeeease band we are working towards the GOLD WITH HONOURS. Not smthg like, top Silver or Gold. Aim high, &we can definitely do it =8D So me &Meng were talking about hearing nonsense like "Let's not think about the GWH medal, Just play music" kinda shits. I mean true luh, play MUSIC. But then right, we still HAVE TO aim for gold w honours whut ! It's like if you start to play music, duh you can get gold w honours :D So please think about the medal for goodness sake really. &yeah some people said: Once we are united we dont need to care about getting a COP or gwh medal. Yes we must be united but then srsly, if we dont want the gold w honours, why are we even taking part in SYF ? To let every single soul in AHS laugh @us ? If we got like a COP, will any single soul in Singapore give a damn whether we are united @all ? If the whole point is only to make us united, then we can join some Unity competition shit then we can get first then at least there's some recognition man ! So if we get gwh we are obviously united alrd. Like One Band One Sound =8D So pleeeeease don't get influence MUST think about gold w honours, srsly. Most people won't give a shit abt SYF luh, cos that's whut i used to think also, but after i went thru SYF05 &get the medal with fellow band-ers, i finally knew the feeling &all o m g don't beliv go see my post on SYF during 2005, okay maybe i'll post it up here as archives some time soon =8D

I'm going to flyyyyy i should be back ltr the show's starting!

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Hi i'm back ! =8) I feel empty agn cos there's no test the next few days, other than eng which is like, yeah you know:D Not that i want tests but i just feel, you know, EMPTY :D:D

Hehe i'm changing to large fonts whooooo so fun ! I'm happy cos i've alot of favourite songs now ! =8)<< My post td is soooo colorful O.O !!!

GO ME ! (k this is like uh, random -.- )

:D !

8:25 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

I'm v v v v v excited to tell the whole world about my goallllll :D I'm going to take up Leisure &resort management @Tp if i can make it ! :D:D:D:D:D I can make it one ! Whoooooooooooooo [:

My hair's still v ugly z it's so thick :( Damn sad i can't accept it &look @the layering on the top part of my hair it just , urgh unacceptable. So chou + gay + diZzguZzDing :( I'm cutting it again i don't care whether i look like a guy alrd or whut, my hair sucks. Plus after i dye back the hair it's damn dry for fuck's sake. Don't get deceived by my ponytail, trust me my hair = no layering no tail alrd :(

Fahrenheit's coming to Singapore that means DaDong is coming coming coming coming coming ! dadong dadong dadong dadong dadong ! O m g dadonggggggggggggggggggggg he's like the cutest guy alive, other than Edison chen &Beckham, that is :D

SS time :D
:D, Zai Jian !

8:52 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

F to the E-R-G the I the E

Wtf my hair is damn ugly now. I woke up &look into the mirror &i realise i lookd like a lion. Like, ROAR. Then after which i found out that the cb auntie cut alot of my hair horizontally ! I was wondering whut's wrong then i found out then most of the layering is gone walau eh the tail is gone also :( Weeps. It's just, undescribable. Just dayyyyyyyyyyyyyym ugly. Especially when i dont tie it up i look like a nerd/nut/noob sec1 with dizzguzzting hair trust me you will not want to see it.

I'll wait for my hair to grow i hope it does before new year arrives :D &i shld be cutting it agn nx wk z, shorter &shorter whooooo! Omg fahrenheit's coming nx wk that means dadong dadong s coming O M GODZILLA i v to get their album with the tics blahblah ! I LOVEEEEEEEEE DADONGGGGGGG :D:D:D:D:D He's soooooo handsomeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

:D, Goodbye !

6:23 AM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

And tonight girl

It's only You &Me

I'm back as a new person :D I cut my hair, &i've sorted things out w myself [:

Rebecca said i looked like a guy after the cut so, yeah lol. But i thought it was kinda cool ! Sometimes it's cool to look like a guy :D

So i thought of not going back to band anymore, i don't even give a fuck to the demerit system. But i guess that's not gonna help. I'm not gonna give up just because of one dumb insignificant person that's just a passing cloud in my life :D So if i don't go, he/she will laugh &gossip about me &for all i know, he/she will think that i am scared of him/her. Plus he/she would be happy that my attendance will be lower than 60% THEN whut he/she said will come true then i will get a warning letter like he/she wishes. So not only am I going, i will be happy like hell everytime i go. I'm not gonna get all emo anymore, I'm Tarzan so i'm strong ! [:

I'm even till the state of letting go again alrd. When i go for band my mind will just stop processing. I'm gonna shut up/say useless things that've no help at all during meetings cos i'm totally on the mindset that i've no say at all. Like, duh. I'm just a piece of insignificant dust so yeah. I hope things can fly back to 2years back. I enjoyed that Syf with the correct amount of stress, with happy happy faces all around me, encouraging like don't know whut, accepting comments and not only finding other's fault. I'm not saying people ard me now are all like that, but then still, yeah. But no matter whut, i was only a sec2 last time so that's all i can expect.

Anyway whut hit me the most was right after Wednesday, on Thursday, the chinese teacher gave me some piece of compre to do. &guess whut the topic was on ? Humiliation for fuck's sake. My scanner's abit weird so i'm not scanning the piece of shit in.

So the writing went smthg like: Humiliation refers to the situation where one's reputation, personality or status is being ruined. It hurts other's pride. When one is living in humiliation, it is the worst. In real life, some people LOVE to use ways to humiliate others, because of, one, to DESTRESS USING OTHERS, &two, to HURT OTHERS MENTALLY. I read the first paragraph which is equal to these so i was telling Jan how much i agree on it &then she was like omg totally the same. Then the second para went: Olden days, people used to emphasise the importance of letting go and endure &control your anger, thinking that when you are humiliated, you should control then you can achieve success. But, to control and let go for a few times is obviously okay. BUT to let go for your whole life will be impossible. Letting go will not solve all your problems. If you try to let go/control/endure for everything, people will take you as a weakling. I'm so totally agree-ing w the passage. Please, we all ve our pride &problems, not only you. You think you're the only one stress we're not man ! We're so not concerning abt our results &we don't care about the band &we don't care about SYF man ! Yeah Right.

So, in these passage, there's also this sentence, wei le zun yan er ba sheng shi zhi zhi du wai (For your own pride you don't give a damn about any other things). I think some people might understand [: Thus i felt very insulted &i could not finish the passage everytime i read it.

But the passage also mentioned good stuff in the end ! It said smthg like, yi ge ren neng ba xiu ru hua wei dong li, wan qiang di zhan qi lai, jiu neng huo de you zun yan, qu de zui hou de sheng li! (If one can change the humiliation into motivation &stand out from it, we can live with our pride and attain the final success!) !!! Omg MengJit ! Read it i know we can't read till the last part without getting pissed so now i read it meaningfully so omg we'll succeed in time to come ! :D

I know i rock i can enlighten alot of people [: Anway thanks to all those who tried to make me happy yesterday &sry to everybody for that attitude, maybe my period's coming z lol. Maybe i'm the one still bearing a grudge or maybe everybody's just putting on an act i don't care anymore. I've my stand &i'll stick to it :D:D:D:D:D

I feel like piercing my tongue, ears, lips, nose, &everywhere that i can pierce cos i don't think i can feel pain anymore. Until anyone get me out of this. Too bad my tongue's too short it's not gonna work. Okay lol enough of the emo-ness, i feel funny lol. I've tests almost everyday nx wk &i'm not studying, i might even be going to dxo later, i don't know why all of a sudden.

On the happy side look @Germaine's blog ! Hahah okay i wrote that but you don't need to publicise right ! Hahah ohmygodzilla.

:D, Bye

8:30 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

My life is over. Thanks idol for talking to me &making me feel abit bit bit better. I'll take the weekends to change myself, but i ve to study for tests. Not like everybody else have stress &i don't, just that i act like i dont.

I don't feel like a sec4 &i don't want to be a sec4, wtfballz.

9:03 PM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

That's the way

It ought to be

Firefly

Come back to me

I'm feeling like a blender now :D Bad description but who cares. School was good cos our lessons were all one period only other than Bio so all was goooood. Band then some crap talk so if i said anything that you think is totally wrong &out of this world &it should always be like that, I'm sorry man. It's just all my fucking point of view so just take it as i'm a loser.

Anyhow i'm not gonna be a loser tdy to say i Let go cos i didn't. I cannot let go that's why i feel like a blender :) So let's say smthg like, I'm temporarily letting go &i'll get back to it soooon. So my new lesson = Endure &Control :D It rocks lor, really. Learn to control then maybe can replace Letting go :D

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream

I'm feeling totally like this i've no idea what the heck i'm fighting for. It's like, totally pointless ? I shouldn't even open my mouth in the first place, let's not even say screeeeeam.

I've been going to sch really regularly, let's keep the tempo. Plus this year i started to learn some stuffs in lessons alrd, i realise it helps x infinite. Srsly man :D I've many things to look forward to !

I'm not putting up any photos until i feel damn gooooooooood, as in, DAYYYYYM GOOOOOOOD

Goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

9:54 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Yesterday Bio lesson in the morn, super sian &shit cos it's like, i didn't learn anything ? Whutever man.

Went to eat w the class people but then we couldn't settle on whut to eat so we split up &then met up again rofl. Walked ard then took a bus home. I like direct buses, i think they're so cool :D Then Van called &said she couldn't meet Mengjit &Wen-yi &me so i waited for her since my house s like so near to pasirris park &like she took a bus here so it's even nearer to the bus stop. Met her then met Wen-yi &Meng then slacked ard. The BBQ started @like 8+ ? Wtf so before that had this band tradition rope game z then i skidded on mud and fell left butt-flat on mud, twice somore, so embarassing. The worst thing was my whole pants was covered with mud, holyyyyyyyyy. Meiyan's shirt had mud too so likeeeeee we went to the toilet and did housekeeping lol, then my shirt was clean again ! 3B class tee rocks it drys damn fast so i totally soaked it then in less than 15mins it dried up ? Whoooooo but then thanks MeiYan for the shorts since my short cannot dry fast(at all) and is filled with muddooo. Yay so i felt clean again other than my legssss(not feet) cos i wasnt wearing shoes plus there's so much mud ! But thanks to the muddddddddddddd or not i'll be injured since i skiied but if no mud then i won't fall, k whutever lol. I felt clean so i decided to let go again, z ahahah. :D Then ate then shit ard then act emo &all. Omg frogs + toads :(

Went back ard 12+ but i felt like it was at least 2 ? Shit tired so after watching wo cai i went to sleep.

I have a new house phone which is fucking irritating. Everytime it rings, it plays jingle bell &none of my family members know how to change it. Cheebong.

Anyway in less than 1mth, my house changed more than 3sets of house phone alrd, &i ve no idea for fuck.

Now they're like tearing down the hse drilling holes here &there i predict they're new furnitures coming in cos my dad stole all my books from the drawer &say he s putting it somewhere else. I hate the drillings man, so noisy.

I'm gg out alrd goodness it's raining &i don't wanna go so let's draggggg :)

Pictures ltr :D

2:55 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

Yay the new sofa came, like finally :) But it's damn high to me, and spongy(?) loll. K then along with the sofa came some stupid table shit, plus damn nice shoerack that i dont think anybody would want to put their shoes inside, plus some other shits. Then my mum told me she's going to Ikea soon to get another table &all the shits. Her new hobby = buy furniture -.-

School then Mrs Chuah told me if i still don't cut/pin up my fringe, she's gonna bring a scissors on Monday &make me cut it myself lol. Hahahah i feel like shaving my hair z suddenly ! But then i think i dont even ve the time to cut it, but i dont want to pin the hair up, i suck with pin-ed(?) up hair :(

Had Band which was sooooo sad aaaaaaaaah neh mind then had a long announcement. Then i felt even more terrible. Walau eh thanks man, for repeating the words over &over again, until my legs nearly broke loose from my body, Tops :D It could ve been summarized since the big picture was posture, percs sitting down, 4words in the room, complacency, attendance &punctuality, + united we stand, divided we fall.

I srsly miss the SYF05 sec4 batch, as in srsly. I mean they are sooooo encouraging &all plus the way they scolded us made us improve like helllllll ! Like PeiQian+KohShing's scoldings made the whole perc woke up, &Jingyi's scoldings worked like don't know whut, since the scoldings had a point all in all. Plus short &sweet, just enough to make us realise our mistakes :D &most imptantly they are encouraginggggggg &i dont think my batch can ever make it. I just think that our attitude sucks, there's no way we're gonna be like them, be it attitude wise or our playing.

But hey i think that the percs can make it so we should work on our mistakes &improve right ! Don't need to cry or whutever cos it won't solve the problem @all. We can make it if we really want to, as in i just ve this feeling that, we really can do it. Rmb Thunder ? We did it in the end right ! So we should just prac &prac instead of crying &crying :D And make our SL + ASL happy lolllll. I think both of them are really pissed with the section &yes, our attitude sucks x infinite. So we must work hard &do them plus ourselves prouddddddddd hahah yes look on the bright side :D

So like then i got happy then i decided to let go again whooooooo [: Vanz don't get stressed alrd luh ! Keep thinking of your cute guy hehh ! The feeling of Letting Go is damn gooooooooood. I can write a book next time with all my ways of living. Smthg like, chapter one: Letting Go :D Whooooooooo &i feel like sacrificing is a damn gooooood thing now ! When you know the real meaning you'll think of the bright side instead of like doing things for others without getting any things in return ! So it is dayyyym good, overwhelming. K, so that was one of my lesson on life roflmao.

I ve Bio lesson tmr, three hours smre leh ! Z i feel like sleeping upon thinking abt it, weeps lol. K luh i feel v high now maybe i ve extreme moodswings so, i feel like cutting my hair super short so that no fucks can catch me again. Nah these moodswings are caused by me since when i'm angry, i'm always thinking of ways to make myself happy then all of a sudden, extreeeeeeeeme occurs lol.

Byeeeee

9:42 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

I got my new specs ! Ahah, i lost two specs in a year, damn smart right ? :D

K so now my house dont ve sofa lollllll cos my stupid mum threw away the old one since it's torn when the new one havent come. So, i ve to sit on the floor z &it's superr hard.

School tdy was pretty good cos all the periods were 35mins only, other than lab lesson. But i like lab lesson, cos blahblah by the time they finish going through half the lesson s gone. Lol then it's like damn fast the lesson end. Esp like last year when doing the burette thing, like havent complete then class end alrd heeeeeeeheeee (:

I feel like cutting my shit hair but i dont know whut to cut man :( If i cut it short then it'll be bu chang bu duan then cannot tie also cannot dont tie then the school will nag nag nag nag &nag agn. But if i dont cut, the school also will nag nag nag nag &nag. My mum alrd have plans to cut+rebond her damn hair tmr, when im in school. Wtf ballz. Then if this goes on i forever no need cut alrd, weeps lol. Neh mind since i got specs alrd, no need to strain my eyes when i cant see anymore, happy !

Happy Birthday ShumShumShumShumShummmmmmmmmmm :D

&

belated to Jannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D

8:52 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

Today was ultimate funnnnn hah. Wenta ConferenceHall for rehearsal &the percs took the lorry ! Omg i tell you it's really damn shit fun. The wind &everything hahahahaha plus the driver was speeding whooooooooo.

Took the lorry when we came back again ! Like we even went on the thing that goes up &comes down omg i dont know how to say. It's like, mm riser shit? Kinda cool &all but then it was friggin scary trust me. Then i was waving to random people on the lorry when we went back so most of the strangers were like staring. I even waved to some kids who kept on staring after that, plus one whole bunch of our school people. Lol damn embarassing but then i dont know why i kept on laughing tdy i dont even know whut was i doing.

Back in band then some alumnis came &told the pink pingpong ball story again which was terrible. Totally ridiculous &all hah k anywayy they wrote really ridiculous shits on the board so i was laughing all they way. Like, bouncy squishy balls &wai cui nei ruan shit ? I was laughing like a piece of shit blahblah.

Annway sch in the morn was ok but i cannot adapt the 35mins thing. It just equals to too many toilet breaks LOL. Plus i can't stand recesses now, seriously.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

11:01 PM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Strumming the pain

with his fingers

Singing my life

with his words

School wasn't that bad yesterday + today, luckily. But then we had some crap talk in the morn as expected &sang some stupid songs &had too much devotion. But i thought one year passed really fast i could remember whut happened last year on the first day of school. We had a crap talk as usual then before it started me &Yanping went to the toilet then skip the whole 2-3hrs of shit talk &then went back to class and shit ard then dont knw why we saw Amanda there also lol stupid, &went back when everything ended. I find it really stupid now luh hah. It was pretty good since there was no lessons, like duh. So slack around did some target setting shit z last year i wrote A2 for everything then i got into trouble cos i couldnt even get b4 for almost everything. So all the teachers went: So you think you reached your target ? What do you think you should do &so on. Blahshitdang. So this year i became smart so most of my targets are B4 &C5 :D Haha easier to get.

Had lessons tdy but it was more of self intro &shit ? New timetable &al but i prefer the onehour one. Now the timetable's like the one i had when i was sec one, if im not wrong. Really bad cos it's like 35mins per period and whut can you learn right ? So had Maths which was so the same like last year, plus it was the only lesson which we had lessons. Had Bio with some teacher who sounded like a cat ? Super soft & all. Lit with this teacher who looked young yet old ? I dont know how to say luh. Geog with this teacher whom i thought was kinda nice. Then we had CHINESE ! The whole class was damn scared that we'll be getting the leaf so we wenta dig ard for the chinese tb &borrowed &shits &expected a whole chunk of demerits since most of us didnt complete the zuowens. Like before that we were akrd prepared for the internal suspension/caning shit. Since like most of us didnt do more than 5 zuowens loll. Then Pengzhi came in ! Then the whole cheered &all Hahhhhhh.

Tried to concentrate tdy but somehow the sleepy feeling kept on coming back :( Like it's really uncontrollable. Not that i don't wna study &concentrate leh, is really uncontrollable ! Smre this year al the teachers speak so softly, listenlisten then can fall asleep. I had already been trying to keep myself awake using all kinds of methods z.

I wna get into TemasekPoly and take up the leisure &resort management course, it's wayyyyy coooooooooooool :) Like seriously ! But then they take in students with L1R5/L1R4 = 15 ? Omg like shit cos my target on my target setting form thing was 20 ? :( I really wna get in the course plus they only accept ard 90+ students ? I wna study Marketing too and the cutoff point s smewhut the same. So i must work hard &get good results cos my mum says they accept people with higher grades first :D Rocks man !

I'm gna do Maths ltr whooooooooooo to radians cos i kinda understand :D

My hair's black already :D

5:45 PM

Monday, January 01, 2007

Thanks everybody for entertaining me last night &for counting down with me ! :D It wasn't that boring in the end cos i got ard 8people counting down w me online &on phone! Hahahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh o m g i love all of you :D Then i wenta Downtown @ard 2, omg super gay but still got alot of people ! Yayyyy so the countdown thing was allrightttttttttttt! Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :D

9:02 PM