I Meant, What If

Friday, November 24, 2006

Because that's the way it had always been

I'm bored x1000000 :(

Band tdy &like MrChua(as in the band one) was kinda upset/angry/disappointed/sad blah. Neh maybe we played like too lousy. K anywayyyyy i wenta piano after band &it was superrrr boring i nearly fell asleep man.

Whoooooo wtv i don't know whut to blog i ve no mood t blog at all, so yeah.

9:01 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Ohmygod save me i feel like dying > :( I'm like, coughing like some abcdefg asshole non-stop :( If this goes on i don't even think i'm going t take th reexam tmr. AHHHHH but i don't want t take th exam alone! So i must go. Moreover i started studying 20pages yesterday alrdy. So i can finish it tdy if i want to one. Aiyah it's so not good t be sick during th holidays. Wtfff motherrrrrrrrrr.

I'm gonna continue my chemmmmm

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Hi i'm left with Metals &Chemical Calculations for Chemistry only! :D I think i read through Metals now/later on &then tmr read th chemical calculation thingoooo! Haha 'cause my exam's @11. So yeah if i wake up at 7, i can study for 3hours [:

Mmhm my cough s not so bad alrd! Omg so happy! 'Cause i kept sucking on Wood's sweet lol. Omg it helps alot i tell you :D Then i had flu tablets &cough syrup &honehhhlemon juice thingg. Anyway i didn't say how come my cough got worseee ahaha. 'Cause i wenta th stupid foodfair thing yesterday with my mumsieee &i ate alot there. Fried food smre! Had some takopachi lookalike thing, dodo friedstuffffff ( :( ), sharks'fin soup, some other stuff &OMG here comes th killer food - BA KUA :( My mother was so willing t spend on food she kept buying &buying &one of th things she bought home was> BA KUA again. Omg this is how my cough became like this > :(

Wooooo i dont ve motivation t study don't know whyyy maybe 'cause this s not th real exam or smthg? No ideaaaaaa, but omgz who cares i must complete @least one more chapter of Chem :D Whoohoo

11:13 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

Before i turn &walk away

I'm coughing like some mad ass now > :(

I totally wasted my life away this few days. Went t th airport earlier on t fetch(?) those people who went t chiangrai. Kinda gay so we slacked around &ate @Macs w mengzz so now you know why i'm coughing like a madfuck.

I have chem reexam on Monday &i forgot about it until Steph kept reminding me two days earlier, cos she doesnt want t go out she wants t study wthhhh :( Haha but then she went in th end luh. Chem reexam yet i'm not even studying for it i'm wasting my life away everyday. If i fail reexam, it's gonna be like, LifeLong SSS :( So i'm not gonna fail it. I'm gonna do my besttttttt. So i think i can start studying tmr alrdy, or not i will dieee. Cos if i never study, i might even fail more terribly than last time, &that's gonna be SO disgracing. :( So i ought t work hard!

Anyway hahahah you know whut! I havent cut my hair! :D Hahah omg it's been so long that i think i got used t my hair omgodzilla. Ooh i wanna cut tmr but then aiyah i want t study leh. Whatevs man. I shall study while that person is cutting HAHAHA OMG I SOUND LIKE A NERD :DD

I think i'm going out laterrrrrr, t watch some stupid movie. I'm wasting my life away agaiiiiiiin. Everyday my life is go out come home &go out again :(

I think i should go sleep awhile first, goodbyeeeeee

8:44 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Went t Cine w Steph Benhui &Amanda j now. Ate @HongKong Cafe &omgodzilla i ate alot! Like, A-L-O-T. Totally man omg hah. I had mantous, shrimp dumplings, pork ribs, some rice thing, mango ice thing which is taller than ice-kachang, &the Po Luo Bun(?). Haha omgz right. Then i got like, superr full rofl. But then th food there's quite nice la. Especially th shrimp dumplings &th mantou &th poluobun! :D

&then we went t watch The Covenant shit. Stupid lame show. Th cinema was so empty luh omg! Like haha only a little bit people leh. K so th show was mainly about th 4guys w super powers blahblah. But then i like th Tyler guy! He's soooo handsome! &hah Caleb &Reid! Cos Reid looks like Aaron Carter &Jesse McCartney! Hah th hair luh! But i still think th movie got no plot at all :( Damn lame uh. Stupid Steph, i wanted t watch Final Call one!

Rushed home &i manage t catch a little bit of Project Superstar! Haha i like th guy with th headband! :D &&th one with one piercing on one side of th ear! [: &i like that girl whose voice damn low. Aiyah nvm la lol, i got fucking weird taste.

Booooo there's gonna be band tmr! K nvm cos we get t play th Mermaid song! :D Omgz so happy. Under The Sea! :D Haha th song's damn cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute! I like it man! So much better than Thunder &lightning. Anyway we had sectionals yest omgz &we mastered th song in an hour! (: It's considered good alrd luh right! :D

yay my show j started byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

10:06 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

I hate my computer :(

I came back from my grandma's &used th com &then i found out that my homepage changed by itself into some cheena webpage? Like some chinese google thing. &th worst thing is i cannot change th homepage!!! Wtf ballz is happening man. I tried changing back t Youtube.com, then cannot so i tried changing it to Msn, &apparently nthg changed :( It is sooooo sad omgodzilla.

&this stupid system in my computer is not blocking pop-ups anymore. My computer is screwed up man :( Like, it's new &everything walau i hate it.

I think i'm gna reformat th comp 'cause i hate this.

Worked yesterday. Was pretty okay since it's th fastest/quickest(wtv) ever. Then off t my Grandma's w after meetg my cousin @tamp.

Friday was gay went t school @7 in th morn(!!!) for band & went home @2 &then bathed &rushed out again.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

8:30 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

Had been working the past two days. Damn shagged. I have to find a stable job like sooooon :D

7:07 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006

Hey girl I wanna drift away with you

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i neeeeeed t go out soooooooooooon! Went t find Jan &Shum j now then we like wanted t look for jobs but then failure lah. We just kept rejecting jobs that earn very little :D Gonna earn some money tmr hoha! But then nowadays th supervisors/bosses damn on they j go: i'll arrange you on ___day for an interview, is that ok! (: Lol like straightaway? &like, most of them ve no problems with kids that re 15yearold [:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH i really havent' gone out properly for very long alrd! Like yeah partly cos i've no money :( Hoha aiyah why everybody so nice must wait until i finish bridging &take re-exams already then go outttttttttttttt! :( Tsk. All th dates' after reexam one :( So sian shit abcdefg.

No mood t blog maybe i'm going out later on so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

9:10 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

&she tried to make sense out of nothing at all

YAOZEH! :D:D:D:D:D

Hoha i saw this article on fashion in th papers yesterday. Then they mentioned this local label that is favoured(according t them) among Singapore taitais called Heng Nam Nam. Wtf? I have never ever heard of this brand before at all. I mean like k, i'm not a tai tai whatsoever but then at least i should have heard of it somewhere somehow right! I even heard of shops with more absurd names but not this one leh! Kk nvm.

Bridging yesterday was okay wasn't that bad at least i can do some mole questions alrd! :D Th triangle thing really got use leh :D

I've alot of chalets this holiday so boring :( Nvm la it might be damn fun also! (: YAYYYYYY always look on th bright side of lifeeeee :D

I desperately need t find a job because now that i lost my specs, i need money t buy a new pair wtf ballz. Walau eh it's really damn damn damn hard t find a suitable job man! :( I want t be narcotics officer! Haha so cool (: I'm gonna apply for it when i grow up :D

I'm gna continue t stare @th papers &find jobs so i'm offfffffffff :D

4:16 PM