RASCAL FLATTS - TOO GOOD IS TRUE
NANQUANMAMA - RENYUDEYANLEI
both are friggin nice trust me! : D

had chem test nd i screwed it badly cos i dont know how t do a single quesstion, nd im friggin serious lah!

anyway, that s not th point.

i felt like saying many things but you know, somehow, it s difficult t say them out. i can see a lot of people s stressed up nd stuff after handover, because sometimes even i am too. maybe th secfours put too much stress on us, or maybe it s just ourselves i dont know. things kinda changd after th whole handover shit nd maybe we just need more time or smthg. it s really bad you know. maybe we kinda misunderstood each other or whut, things are just no longer th way it used t be. now al th band nd top5 thingo just gets worse nd shits, no idea why. i want everything t go back t normal, th way we used t get high every now nd then nd th stupid gossips we have : D

vanessa: you know like, i dont know but you seem t have so much t say. nvm i ll listen! [: you know it s really nice talkg t you haha nd gossip haha but yeah, you seem kinda stressedup now too. okay you can tell me th stuffs alright! anyway, i ll give you th bandbadge tmr okayyyyy! loves!!! :D

mengjit: im really, really sorry for being damn dao for th whole of band prac tdy, i didnt even say hi. my bad. but then i dont know why, but it s kinda awkward t like talk now. somehow i wish things d go back t th way it al used t be. i know you re veryvery stressed up abt everything, but yes, relax yeah. you seem t be driftg away from me nd vanessa now, maybe it s just supposd t be like that, well i dont know. anyway, i really want things t like, get back t normal nd stuffs, although i know you re still kinda stressed up abt many things now. okay now i dont even know how t say it, but yeah haha loves okay.

anyway, th sec3 batch s like drifting away frm each other. maybe like i forgot who said, cos we used t be close so we re expecting alot from each other. like, t cope w your whutever job you re holding in band nd at th same time keeping th same relationship w your friends. i dont know about others but i really feel this way. i dont wanna lose friends because of this nd not like im not willing t take th first step or whut. uhh but nvm larz, maybe we just need t get use t it nd stuffs. nd im really really sorry mengjit for not talking tdy. im at fault too.

so tdy wasnt very happy, bt i need t vent it out.

Tomorrow
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't
Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

Hey yeah yeah,Hey yeah yeah,
And I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah,Hey yeah yeah,
Maybe tomorrow
Hey yeah yeah,Hey yeah yeah,
And I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah,Hey yeah yeah,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change

maybe this song fking describe how i feel but whutever larz, i need t talk t someone byebye.