I Meant, What If

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

i found a friggin fun software! :D it s super fun okay, i shall indulge myself in th software sooooon :D

ahhh i ve been going around comforting people not t be either depressed or sad or emo or whatevs! nd leaving a lot, i mean a whole lot, of tags! t tell many people not t be depressed nd all. everybody smile okay! [: it s really bad nd scary t see all your friends sad nd all, yet you cant do anything. like i said, everyone s either sad or depressed now :(

nd then i was wondering just now whether actually im depressed/sad/emo too just that i dont show it, not even t myself. then if it really s like that, i think i ve became a siao person already -.- maybe im kinda depressed i dont know, but i dont like t show my emotions t others [: maybe i know it myself, but i try not t make it obvious, not even t my momsie. so you see, im seldom sad! (: not like im always happy nd all, but i always try, TRY t make myself happy in front of others[: bt i know la, sometimes im like damn pissed with smthg nd id be like, ap-ing particular people. im really, really sorry k.

okay enough of all these emo-ness.

i didnt go for band tdy :( couldnt wake up nd partly also because, i had stomachache. so, i tried t get some more sleep but then my stomach s damn pain so i woke up damn early even though i didnt go t school. -.-

watched th omen in th afternoon with faus nd th show s super lame larz, not scary at all -.- okay i dont like th nanny but yay she died. the ending s super lame dont go watch th show. it s just lame nd everything.

watched superband yesterday omg Omg OMG! qinobe got out!! like how could this happen larz, now im really like depressed nd all. th liudehua guy in qinobe s very cute! then he say th ending speech thingo until so sad! omg why did qinobe get out la! first was juz-b then now qinobe, walau all th talents gone. i want bun t get out nd then brods! ndnd i like i like MILUBING!! :D th drummer so friggin cute! nd LUCIFY!!! the lucify drummer friggin cute also! just watched lifestory david aw s super super cute [:[:[:[:[:

i ve made up my mind i must finish at least HALF of th holiday assignments! no matter whut [:

remember t smile okay people!! i think im gonna indulge myself in th new software byebye!! [:

10:14 PM