I Meant, What If

Monday, May 15, 2006

If you happen to read this, pass by, or whatsoever. Even if we don't speak so often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be, anything you want, good or bad.

Because I am remembering far too many things.

I rmb the day I got back PSLE results. I remember the day I chose Anglican High, the day I was put into AH, and the day I first stepped into AH to buy my new school u & txtbks. It was fine alrights, and I saw some primary schholmates. Enrolment into the school or something started first followed by queueing up for uniforms. And I think a total of like >10 loyang people went into AH. I remember orientation, and I was put into a group whom I know nobody. Then I got to know velvarie and this other girl, I forgot her name =X and then I remember my first day in AH, I went into 1A where I knew nobody. Then I got to know liming first HAHAHA(: cos her register number's like behind mine, so she stands behind me during assembly on the first day. And I found out she's the one who sits next to me in class the next day(: and then I asked jan, whether she was a kindergarten classmate of mine. and then I got to know all the others, and shits. I remember the first day I entered ahbandrm, after being placed into concertband(: and mianmian and camilla joined band too. And like jan and amanda and benedict from 1A joined band too so yeah, since I got to know them more alrd by that time(: band people were uber-friendly, and then I joined perc and then I started having even more new friends and stuffs. And then I know vanessa and mengjit first, and then they were like super-crappy.

I remember kneeling every sectionals to hit fundamentals at the stadium steps, without fail. And the endless shits im telling mengjit and vanessa abt basketball matches in the stadium. Then I remembered the first 2.4km run I had in my whole life(: and that day becomes 1A DAY(: cos we went to eat and bowl tgt and stuff(: And then I remembered the first 1Achalet at I forgot where. Then I remembered first MYEs in AH, and I scored like the last fives in class, damn. And then I think I got the lowest for science. And first EOYs where I sorta inproved by a lil, and got last tenth in class, but I got an A for science. Then I remembered my first concert in Ahband, at the esplanade. The lunch by the bay(yes I still rmb)where we like ate almondjelly and some lunchbox shtuff that I was complaining, the first time wearing the banduniform with the courtshoes. The going to the toilets so often to put plasters over the forming of blisters by the courtshoes, and walking like a freak. The carrying of instrus and the feelings of having a concert. Hell. And then I remembered ElMinstrel VI(or issit V?) which is my first official concert in AHBAND(: manymany of my friends went and shtuff. Wass held at victoria concert hall and I was super happy after the concert. Was counted a success YAY. Then the band chalet, where we practically did nothing other than slack. And I remember FEI JI DOM XIA LAI with socks(:

Then I remembered 2A. sat at the back of class with amanda and did not hand in holiday hmwk. And mr mok switched our places to right in front. Tried to argue but no avail. So, we sat there for the rest of the year(:

and I remember my first juniors in perc LOL(: and I remembered the exchange programmes we had before SYF, with the many schools. And the ones I remembered more clearly were the one held in our school with haising, ngeeann(?), ACS(I), and R(I). and I remembered ACS(I) was coolio cos they had to stand at attention when they got down their bus in our school. Discipline(: and I remembering seeing glenn in our school cos of the exchange. Hahaha and some actor guy from ACS(I), not one but two I think. and hahahah it was coolio cos that actor guy was playing the drumset. And there was this exchange with many(too many) schools in yuhua sec(?). performed a not very good performance cos the place was crammed-up, and I forgot my suspended cymbals(LOL). And then I got back to my seat and the suspend cymbal stand knocked into my teeth cos apparently some bustard tried to trip me. And I remembered the trip perc had after the exchange at TM(HAHAHA), and we took neos, with jevon kohshing peiqian(: And the scolding from peiqian and kohshing just a week before SYF, to be more serious. And I remembered me and mengjit and vanessa cried so much cos of the scolding and everybody was like ARE YOU OKAY OR NOT when I apparently wasn't. And I remembered, of course, SYF'05. the endless preparation we had before that. That morning when we arrived early in the morning at school punctually, to go through the pieces one last time before leaving the school for Singapore Conference Hall. The moment when the sec twos '05 who weren't participating all came to wish us luck before assembly while we were going to board the bus. The stressed-up feeling people had in the bus other than the percs who were singing(: and I remembered the moment I stepped on stage for judging. Played the piece quite well to me, but however, people stilled cried, cos of some screwing ups here and there. The laughter I had with camilla and mengjit while watching other bands play, and camilla taking out her stockings in the concert hall(LOL!). The moment when I said 'later the conductor FART' a wee bit too loud and all the ACS(I)ians sitting in front of me in the concert hall all turned and stared at me, thinking I said FUCK. And mengjit told me it was including that actor guy, lol. The moment when I broke into hysterics after the results of anglican high concert band were announced. The screamings were like endless. BAND NO 66, ANGLICAN HIGH. GOLD, WITH HONOURS! (: like hell, the feeling was undescribable. Everyone was literally crying and hugging each other. And the moment I fell off my chair cos I was jumping about too hysterically after the results. The time in the bus after the whole thing ended and everyone was too tired to do anything anymore. The time when we felt like walking into the hall to boast when we reach school just before assembly ended. The time when school ended and while walking back to class from the bandroom, you can hear everybody walking past you saying, WAH AHBAND GOLD WITH HONOURS and GOLD WITH HONOURS HOR even when you don't know them, since we were wearing the band uniform. The time when I entered my class with everyone going GOLDWITHHONOURS. The great times. And the decision of changing bandroom away from the stadium cos its gonna become a central of excellence stupid thang. And the 'dialogue session' with zoe boon beacause of this where we don’t even get to voice anything. When you voice something what you get is only demerits, and endless shoot-backs, im sorry to say. And after that everybody got pissed and emo and shtuff. And then the times(even up till now) I do not like the basketball players in AH(it's not the basketball players fault, it's boon's). And I remember the times after SYF when all band activities stopped so we can concentrate on our studies and MYEs. All one year ago.

And I remember the second year MYEs, where I sorta remained as last tenth. Then the botanical gardens performance(: where we getto dress retro and stuff. And AHBand farewell, where we all got emo and stuff, with peiqian and kohshing and christa and jevon leaving. And then the second 2.4km run. And then was EOYs, where I improved a little and got like>20 but less than 30 in class position. And then the like 2A chalet, at debby's hse or something. And I remembered people being pushed into the pool(: And there was this other 2A chalet held at East Coast Park, which rained heavily in the end and we all cant go barbeque. And so we stayed in and watched wangzibianqingwa(: And then bandchalet where me and van were barbequeing and laughing all the way. And the TJ concert where we went mad hahahaaa.

And then when ahband prepared for ahband concert this year at 14JAN. was another success where many people went(: even the 2A people(: and then I remembered when combis were posted at the concourse, and people were like IM GNA CHANGE MY COMBI. And the day where we know what classes we were like posted(: with who with who. And when I found out there's like TEN 2A people going to my class(: sounds nonsensical, but true. Then I remembered the first day I entered 3B, where I met people who love going whitesands macs(: Then I remembered the superlong argue I had with chua chong ping over tucked-out shirts and ankle socks and discipline and shits, after he made me stand at the hall in front of all the fellow sec threes. And him asking WHY DID YOU RUN WHEN YOU SEE ME when I apparently didn't and I was running after the bus, which was going to bring the class to some place and I was late. And he fuggin thought I was running cos I saw him. Then I remembered the bonding camp we had, so much fun. Then another 2A chalet at downtown, where mahjong took up most of the times(: And obviously the so many concerts and stuffs I'v went and friends I’v made.

I REMEMBER SO MANY THINGS, OH GOSH.

And these are only those more significant ones I can remember in secondary school, I have more friggin memories than all these/ and I have even more that’s better left unsaid. someone pleeeeeeeeease tell me HOWHOWHOW. And if you remember how we met, in primary, secondary, or through friends, or have a memory on anything about you and me, funny or stupid or blahblahblah, please leave a comment. =D

EVEN THOUGH ALL THESE THINGS HAPPEN IN THE PAST.

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