I Meant, What If

Monday, February 27, 2006

i wasnt present at the sec3 meeting that day, so maybe im not in any position to talk at all. but, so many of them had told me what happened, and i couldnt pretend i dont know anything, at all.

if you guys havent left us out, there wouldnt be so many people who got fed up over these stuffs.

first the secfours talk about involvement, and then everybody started saying we must be united and stuff. and not long after the talk, and i really mean like only a few days later, not even a week, the sec3 comm planned the farewell without us. i mean, hey, is that what you really call involvement? i read people's blog, after the talk and many was like we must listen to the sec4s and stay united. but then now they had already planned the farewell and we have no right to voice anything at all. so you call that united, yea? i thought we would be more united after the welcome party, but no, we aint. the people in band changed, so much. we are no longer united, no matter how hard we try. there are some peopple who already changed, alot. i see no point in continueing the whole farewell stuff. its not gna be a secthree thing anymore. its gonna be a sec3 comm thing instead. so ya, why not just let them plan everything since we donot even have the slightest bit of say? they'r so wrong to say we are too emo. and when so many people got fedup and cried, the comm started crying too. and now it seems that we are in the wrong. you are the ones who started that and so, stop crying and stuff. you all could've got us involved in the first place. apologising doesnt help, cos this further proves that we are no longer united as we are. or, have we ever been united at all? many people fell out with each other because of this issue, and some even refused to come for band. i mean, yea, although we are not in comm, is it right to plan everything on your own without telling us at all? insensitivity.

i could've stayed on for the next meeting yesterday after band and listened to what the comm have to say if not for my high fever shooting like hell. 39.1 and i off-ed the thermometer cos i could not bear to see how much higher it can go.

got 13/20 for maths, 21.5/25 for bio and 17/25 for ss. at least i improved.

11:10 PM