I Meant, What If

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

alright i want to post(:

yesterday was reallyreally gooood(:

cos jan didnt come, lmao joking(: i was sooooo lonely when she wasnt next to me! nah, jk. shawn kept doing his funnaye stunts in class and i had benhui and jacintha to entertain me throughout. i was laughing my head off throughout and we kept trying to call jan, who obviously hungup the call ohmy. and during maths, shawn suggested to bet on how much we get, and then i should have bet with a lot of people come to think of it now. i was so very confident of failing the subject. even failing the fail mark(e.g. 4/1o, the idea of passing the failing mark to me is 5/10). like i mentioned in the previous post, although i very much want to do well, i know i got the whole of last sum which cost me half the papers' marks wrong. and i aint confident getting the others correct at all. and so i decide to bet with shawn and he was like "ten cents" and i was like "nah,twenty". then he said "fifty" and i was like "onebuck". then he sort of freaked out and agreed on twentycents. i knew from the beginning i would win unless he really gets his 14/20. cos i bet i flunk it without stating an exact number lmao. and then he lost., he got more than 14 =X okay i got seven. at least its higher than what i had expected, something like uhm, four. and then the teacher mentioned like we did not do well in the test and craps. and seems like there's more to join next week's maths tutorial!(: hurhur. took chem test which actually seems pretty easy to me, like, just memorise the chemical formulas and stuff, so i think i did the paper quite well la. at least i think i wouldnt fail.

chem is goooood(: cos im confident of this test wheeeeee oh yeah(:

and then there's still ss. i want to do well.

i missed school today, cos of my eye infection and stuff. i went to the doctors' yesterday and i was like sorta coughing slightly and he asked whether i had cough and flu and i was like yea. and then he gave me loads of cough syrup(not one, but two bottles, and im talking about the big kinds) and lozenges which was like of no use. then i was like can i have an MC and he was like, for tomorrow only? and i was like, stunned. am i that sick and stuff and i need more than a day's MC? lollol, he's such a funnaye doctor. but yea maybe he's a bit out of his mind cos im like his last patient. i reached the clinic like just one minute before it closes la. haha all thanks to my running mother, who ran all the way from my home there with me to ensure we reached there in time. my stupid dad isnt home yet, and we refused to take the bus(apparently cos there's no bus). and then we went to walk around and then i went home to do maths =X i know its kinda unbelievable, but like, yea. im supposed to have amaths test today la.

so, i didnt take the amaths test. hope it wasnt all that difficult la. and maybe they took back the bio papers, so, grrr. but at least i managed to sleep for as long as i want. okay so im having a retest =X

im sooo looking forward to class teee, and bonding camp(: haha 3B's reallyreally fun and nice, and i bet most of us are looking forward to the bonding camp haha. and we'r wearing our classtees! ohyeahohyeah wheeeeeee! haha guess it'll be reallyreally fun. and i realise 2a hasnt been all that bonded we all used to think. i hadnt been like really looking forward to stuffs we did as a class, like, the shanghai trip. the class was separated cos there are people going beijing instead of shanghai. and people like me, who didnt go. if there was a bonding camp, i doubt i would like be really looking forward to it. like, the guys in 2a were like quiet, and they dont mix around. and im not talking about benedict and yongsheng, but the other quieter guys. they dont even mix with the other guys la, from what it seems like. and now, some of us rarely talk. i mean, yea, i just went home with steph faus yingqian jol yest, and im still like crapping with lp and minhui and deborah, and we still eat together as a class during recess, but whats the use right. i mean, there's still some people who changed and i dont know why. i dont know what im saying but still, yea. i mean, im not like saying we must keep sticking to the past, instead of looking forward. but i think its just like its not really bonded and all. and the 2A ______ in march, so many werent invited la, so lets not even talk about not going. okay but im still glad like people still come to my class and talk and stuff and when some see each other we'd still talk non-stop, and the nine or ten 2a people in my class didnt change(:

tomorrow im going to the home(if im not wrong) so omfg im gonna miss band shit. i missed sectionals today(apparently, cos i werent even in school) already, and one more time i never go, i'd forget what im playing and hell. band is getting funner! the secones really left me a reallyreally gooood impression(: and now i know the secfours understand how we feel and we understand how they feel, so going band is even funner! ohyeah, so i wna go band tmr! ah whatever, its sooo impossible. i want to play lovestory and phantom and casanova(?)! they'r all soooo nice! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILL! <3
haha beloved cousin, you'r 16 already!(: haha being your cousin is really fun, and i still remember when we were younger we'd have sleepover at grandma's and cook eggs and noodles in the middle of the night hahaha. okay then we'd talk like non-stop and only sleep at like 4a.m. okay its still nice talking to you now! so, happy birthday!

alright im so bored i want to study maths again now. amaths is really goood. it makes me want to study cos i dont understand anything(:

like i already said, i really want to do well, very well.

11:50 PM