I Meant, What If

Saturday, August 06, 2005

you know the happiest day of my life. i swear the happiest day of my life is the day that i die.

OHMYSHIT. the day that i die so rock la can. im like so addicted to that damned song.
and ZAI JIAN BEI JI XIONG is so damned nice la. go listen. i swear its so nice.

woke up at 6.45 tdy. and received a msg frm shiyun saying we must reach at 715 sharp. so i alrd know i was going to be late. luckily it wasnt full dress. so i rushed and i didnt eat la. and miraculously i reached quite early. i was only late for about five to ten minutes. but i was sweating like siao. seriously. i cant cool down. i didnt play the warmup. cos APPARENTLY i was too warm. seriously la. so warm. i took the whole warmup time to cool down. and then it was time to move the instruments. so actually the cooling down was of no use. i was sweating all over again. GHEY.

and apparently i was pissed the whole day. MOODSWINGS. ok. i just dont wna wake up so early. and vanessa didnt come la. shit. and there's drills on like monday. oh i so hate that. FUCK. and i forget how to even lift my leg la. its a long time since i did drills.

i was so pissed can. first UN. then the sun was so hot so hot. i was sweating tilll like dont know what. and until like 9 plus it ended. we moved out for the shit one hour plus. so i was damned piss. seriously. and then the sec threes are so damned AP la. ok i dont mean to be mean. and jeryl said we didnt look at him. the fact is that he didnt even look at us la. i already mentioned i DONT MEAN TO BE MEAN. OR EVIL. OR ALL THAT. but seriously, he didnt even look at the band all right.

slacked in school after band. talk crap with mengjit. oh she so brightens up my day ! i love mengjit ! x)
and leepeng is funny. she was smiling to me the whole day. the one who also brightens up my day ! and showing me her whitewhite teeth. oh she's so cute. HAHAHA. when i was performing she was also smiling at me from the staircase there la. crazy girl. ((: i love lp too !

oh and mengjit is so funny ! we crappe about racist jokes. she really made me laugh like dont know what la.

what do you call an indian under a tree ?
FERTILISERS.

why did the tsunami hit india ?
to flush away the shits.

okay its lame if you actually understand it. its so racist i know. all right. i know we are so dammit bad. its her class. or, some of them. so i ended up laughing the whole MRT trip back. HAHAHA. moodswings gone. x)

YING GAI WEI NI KU GUO WEI NI XIAO GUO WEI NI SHENG PA CUO GUO
WO MEN XUAN ZHE FEN SHOU NA YI KE XIANG ZHE SHEN ME

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