I Meant, What If

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

it seems that its DAYS since i last posted. im so pissed this few days i dont have the mood to blog at all. i deleted my tags and stuffs. BLAH. reached home so early tdy. and there isnt piano lesson for the time being. YAY.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOONCHENG AND HUILING ! (:

sunday
apparently i was home slacking all the way. i couldnt remeber what actually happened that day and all. well. it was BAD. really BAD. and amanda wanted me to narrate it to her just now. stupid amanda.

monday
SCHOOL. horrible. some friggin PE lesson with some stupid standing broad jump thing. sprained my knee while landing. HORRIBLE. sit-ups. REALLY BAD. 32. PE lessons arent nice. and we still have shuttle runs inclines and the pushpush thing. THREE MORE TO GO. and that damned geog test was DIFFICULT. yeah. so difficult. there was definitely NO LINK between the textbook and the questions. well at least i understood the question and anyhow guess the answer. and miraculously i had the answer most of the people in the class who studied got. and im glad. but still, it was horrible all the same.
school ended after english ACC and science. if i aint wrong. and i waws feeling so crappy after coming back to school after lunch with amanda and jan. MOODSWINGS. maybe. maybe not. so i started daoing people for the whole day. GRR. i dont know why. but yes i know. I AM PISSED AT SOMETHING. and that only amanda knows. and yes i havent even finish my story to her. well but i didnt even thought of continuing. yeah. and during band i suddenly got VERY pissed. i cant play MARRIAGE OF THE FIGARO properly. i cant count. i cant concentrate. and even WARMUP i was counting so crappishly. and van cant help but ask ARE YOU OKAY? well i wasnt. and sammy was still smiling all the way. i cant help but asking him to stop. the feeling was so crappy. i feel like screaming at everybody and ask them to SCRAM. get out of my sight.
IM SORRY IF I OFFENDED ANYONE. AGAIN.
OH AND A MILLION THANKS TO THOSE WHO ASKED ME TOO COOL DOWN AND DONT BE PISSED ANYMORE.
ESPECIALLY MENGJIT AND VAN (:
i might have lost my temper. but i swear im sorry. SORRYSORRYSORRY.
or i might be diaoing at you for all i care. but im seriously SORRY.
i love you people all the same. (:

today
and BULLSHIT. school. HORRIBLEHORRIBLE. chinese lesson was so boring i wna sleep. we spent the whole period doing corrections on the cuo bie zi. BITCH. and that's all. and that's all. i mean it. and so were other lessons. but at least there were entertainment during both of mrs rod's lessons. math teacher came in with bad mood. scolded the whole class as three quarter didnt do and hand up the CW he gave. scolded me for doing NOTHING. and so did he scold amanda.
and CME was always slacking time. the teacher left halfway through. said we had lots of time. and the whole class became a gambling den. i didnt play tdy. what a nice little kid i am. that damned teacher always take our lesson as her complaining time. telling us what's happening and that she's having oral in a dont know what school and BLAHBLAHBLAH. and she always leave early. what a slacker.
there wasnt band. or sectionals. or piano. so i went whitesands with jan after school. BORING AS USUAL. and i found out i forgot to bring my PHONE home. oh dammit. then i started calling everyone and ask whether they are still at school or not. with jan's phone apparently. and then kahhui called her and said aloysius and mingxuan found my phone on my table and helped me put inside the class locker ! WHAT NICE KIDS ! YAY. i thought im losing that phone FOREVER. oh i so love the NCCS. MWAHAHA. they are so damned HELPFUL (:
ohcrap. now im home with nothing to do. and IM ALONE WITH THE SEC ONE PERCS TML. 2E and F GOING SCIENCE CENTRE. OHFUCK.

i so hate junior band pracs.

5:28 PM