I Meant, What If

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

BOOBOO. yay life dont suck now. ITS SO FULL OF ENTERTAINING THINGS LA. TRALALA.

ITS SEBASTIAN AGAIN ! ((: OH I SWEAR IM GNA SEE HIM ONE DAY. TRALALA. WHEE.

had some gay teacher's day celebration in school tdy. so ended up slacking all the way. okay first was the captain's ball thing. and actually we wanted to play cards and then there were teachers. so we ended up watching the captains ball. oh and i shant talk more about it. some gay go bounce the ball and jump and jump and run and run ard surely wont win one. GAY.

and our form teacher wants EVERYBODY in class to take triple science. and im not gna take it.

and then was performance thing. the 3J one damned hilarious. got huileng go act mrs lam i think. and yueyang act dont know who la. i didnt know band people have such talents tralala. bandbandband. YAYYAY x) and then left halfway. cos of band la. playing for TEN. ahaha. it means TheEaglesNest. ten huh ?

and then so fast it ended. and then was so walking around thinking of whether going back primary school or not. so i actually ended up wna go to MRT with mengjit they all but i dont feel like going home. so i went back with meiyan to take her bag. how fun. x) then in the end ask faus kh benhui and jan wait for us we go TM tgt. OHYEAH. and we ate LONGJOHNSILVER. and my mum guessed it right. haha. well it wasnt me who suggested it. it was meiyan. ((: and we crapped there. seems that only me and meiyan are talking. x)

so then meiyan went popular slack and then jan went home after the lunch.

then watched some lame gay show called BEWITCHED. okayy its quite entertaining and nice la. (x and nicole kidman is so damned gay. and so is that guy. and the woman who speaks in a high frequency and laugh all the same.

and i dont quite get the story too. its ends like everybody is a witch. even that iris. that woman. who acted and stuff. and ya. that's about it. so okay its a nice show la.

and then actually wanted to go benhui hse and then play cards. then kh cant make it. so we decided to play daidee instead of bridge. and then benhui mother suddenly from a cab in front of TM shout for her. and then i cannot hear anything la can. and she was like. MY MOTHER LEH. ahaha. and her mother was waving like dont know what. and me and faus were laughing. LMAO.

and then so its pretty obvious that we cant go each other's hse and play cards cos APPARENTLY there isnt even the very least three persons.

and decided to ask charmaine they all where they are. OH AM I SO BAD NOT TO GO BACK LOYANG. I KNOW IM EVIL. BUT I GUESS IT WOULD BE BORING.

they're at the bowling alley ! hahaha finally ive found somewhere to go other than go home. so im damned high. YAY. and i went there to slack. chui air-con. hahaha so shuang. and talked on the phone for the whole long gay period. and shouting to amanda all the same. TRALALA. and then i left early. whatever. so boring down there too.

so gay amanda and friends actually wna come one la. then i will have more people to talk to (: gaygay. i cant stand rolling tha ball cos i just did it like a month before and i dont like it anymore. cos after the sports enrichment i had been addicted to GOLF ! (: its so fun i wna ask my dad to apply for membership down there. or any other countryclub that has golf. x)

holding the club is so damned fun. YAY.

i just find myself too high tdy. MAKING SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING EVERY NOW AND THEN. ((: AND I ACTUALLY SUCCEEDED. (x

ohyesSEBASTIAN ! x)

5:32 PM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

YAY SEBASTIAN IS SO CUTE !

okay im MENTIONING the same thing again and again. x)

IM JUST TOO HIGH ! ((:

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEITHENG AND MEIYAN ! ((:

i must mention things all over from the begginning. cos i didnt blog much yesterday. ya cos i was apparently too pissed. so i didnt mention much.

yesterday
life was as boring as usual. schoolschoolandstillschool.

T E R R I B L E .

and we had dialogue session with boon yesterday. and missed PE. thought it was great. but that damned teacher made us stay back after school. ohsowhatever. i dont care. x) since we had band. TRALALA.

and shuttlerun. thought i would flunk it. but got a C. YEAHYEAH. ((: just nice 12. or whatever. WHEE.

and we finished all NAPFA. GREAT.

and yeah then i am pissed. that's BAND. x(

today
another terrible day. we had school. but it was fun all the same ! cos we had manymany slacky periods. the whole chinese period we spent on czh reading other people's compo. and i was so surprised i got a 70. the highest i got ever was a 62. and that's it. that's it. YEAH. so i was damned happy. YAYYAY. mwahaha.

and we had english lesson in the library. AHAHA x) mrs rod is SO SLACK ;

and maths was FUN. x) first time. we had back our paper. and go through and the whole lesson was slacking too ! ((: ;

and lit was going the performing arts thing. another TALKING-CUM-SLACKING lesson ;

and there goes CME. that teacher who has lots of effing excuses. JUST TO LEAVE EARLY. THAT DAY WAS ORAL. NOW IS MEDICAL APPOINTMENT. HOW NICE EH. AND SHE COMES IN AND LEAVES WITHOUT A SOUND. YA. weird. and she just simply likes leaving early. and not like she dont come. but comes in to observe what the heck we are doing. and suddenly leaves halfway without a sound.

then was GOLF ! so fun. whacking those sticks again. but last week was funner la. got competition. then got hole somore. i prefer last weeks' ! ((:

yeah and we were playing cards again on the bus ! x) the first uncle was okay so we stood up and play. he doesnt mind. but it was a CRAMMED BUS. but then the one we go back one cannot even stand up a little la. GAY. w h a t e v e r la. but that bus is BIG. VERY DAMNED UNCRAMMED.

think next weeks' the simulator thing. GREAT. got air-con one.

wheewhee. im. WELL. TOO HIGH tdy. cos i dreamt of sebastian last night ! x) i got so happy ! ((:

OH NI ZOU LE IS SO NICE ! x)

sebastian x))

7:50 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005

YAY LOOKLOOKLOOK AT SEBASTIAN ! AHAHA (: HE IS SO-DAMNED-CUTE ! YAYYAY. AND SOMORE HE'S TRYING TO STEAL THE DAMNED-TALL-WEICHOONG'S FOOD ! x)) well. LOOK AT THE CONTRAST. AND THAT MAKES SEBASTIAN EVEN CUTER ! ((: WEICHOONGS 180. and SEBASTIANS 169. TRALALA. I LOVE SEBASTIAN !!!

NI ZOU LE is such a damned nice song x) YAYYAY. I SIMPLY LOVE SEBASTIAN ! x) HES JUST TOO CUTE (:

and so is leon TRALALA.

and well. i got damned pissed with those people in band. ALL THEY KNOW IS TO DRAGDRAG AND DRAG. what else. and goes back. and makes me pissed. and thinks that sec twos are hopeless. w h a t e v e r . ive already decided. im going on a holiday and miss the holiday band pracs. YES AND SO WHAT IF WE ARE HOPELESS. YOU HAVE THE SEC ONES.

so you can not give a damn about me at all. well. WHO CARES ANYWAY.

i dont care so much la. im just gna thinkthinkthinkandthink of SEBASTIAN (: HE MAKES ME SMILE ! x) andandand NI ZOU LE (:

that song is so roxxing can ? and they shld play that instead of tonghua. NIZOULE ((: so much nicer than tonghua. GRR. and im always listening to it. NOWNOWNOW. SEBASTIAN SING THIS SONG SO DAMNED NICE. AND THE DUETDUET. ((:

IM CRAZY OVER SEBASTIAN OR WHAT.

shou zhe ni de shi yan ; feng zai xiao ; bao zhe ni de hui yi lei zai diao ;
ai guo de mei yi miao ; dou shi jian ao ; nan dao ni zhen de ren xin wang jiu wang diao ;
(:

8:31 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005

TRALALA SEBASTIAN IS SO DAMMIT CUTE ((: and so is LEON ((x and i swear derrick and leon are best friends TRALALAA. they are always TOGETHER. x) and looklooklook ! SEBASTIAN IS SO CUTE ! YAY (: and how sad he's out. oh w h a t e v e r . so UNFAIR.

and i just got newss LP AND FRIENDS MET SEBASTIAN AT MEDIACORP ! AND LEONLEON ! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! I SHOULDVE JUST GOTTEN UP EARLIER AND WENT. AHHHHHHHHH !

and they TOOK LEON'S SIGNATURE ! IM DAMNED ANGRY NOW. OH DAMNED. grr.

oh w h a t e v e r . the more i think of it. the more angry i am. BULLSHIT. whatever. one day im going and im gonna meet sebastian and leon (: lalalaa (: (:

3:26 AM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

GOLF DAY ONE.

had school in the morning as usual. im just so high for the whole day. and singing and singing for the rest of the day. TRALALA. and minhui kept singing YISHIDEMEIHAO. its nice la. but she lept singing it. AHAHA (:

had five lessons for the day. note FIVE. and then we ended up having ONLY TWO LESSONS. tralala. the teachers had sec four practical if im not wrong. first was prawn. so fun. and we slacked and played cards. as usual. YAY. ((: and then was ACC and CME. think they have practicals too. as invigilators la. GRR. so we missed that two lessons too ((: great. and chinese lesson was SLACKING ALL THE WAY.

AND IM SO GLAD I PASSED MY CHINESE TEST ! 32/50. WHEN SO MANY FAILED AND I DIDNT STUDY. EVEN QIAN FAILED. x)

then was lang. with rod. and we had LAB LESSONS again. how free. x) i love rod man. she loves lab lessons. (x

after school amanda and me RAN down to eat. do you actually believe it. WE RAN. we were getting more and more kiasu nowadays. grr. x) w h a t e v e r . cos bus leaves at 2.10 i think. and then we went up to change. (x

up on the bus. and gambling started. w h a t e v e r. and minjie requested to be on the same bus as us. ahaaha. ((: oh its a long post if i wrote what happened on the whole way. and that will be BAD. definitely.

GOLF.

ok. i swear our 10. me faus qian jol kahhui benhui yuwei aloysius xinzi and another girl from 2J, are so much better than the other 10 la can. we 4 par down there very sad already. the other ten. inclusive of AMANDA, 5 par damned happy la. gosh. tralala. and we were having a great time. (x and qian has this ONE PAR. and thus we called her ONE HIT KILL. pro huh. yes and liming is LION WOODS. x)

so i conclude most probably we will win. but the chopping thing i ended up chopping LOTS OF GRASS. LOTS. but it was fun la.

YAYYAYYAY. hahaha the next one's on tuesday. YAY. (x and we took the bus back. minjie was sitting next to me and amanda la. and she started talking all about boys. grr.

and i went home home home. one more hour there's PROJECT SUPERSTAR ! ((: YAY !

you xie ren shuo bu qing na li hao
dan jiu shi shui dou ti dai bu liao
(:

7:38 PM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

HAHAHA. what a long time since i last posted. BLANK. BLANK. BLANK. even now my minds still a total blank.

if you come back
sunday
i couldnt seriously remember what exactly happened on that day. but well. let me recall. stayed at home the whole day if im not wrong. studied for maths. nothing really special happened. or is it i couldnt remember.

monday
MATHS TEST. SCREWED THINGS UP. yes really. x( okay whatever. had PE. inclined did TEN. i dont want to do anymore. TEN IS MORE THAN ENOUGH. at least a C la. and then sitandreach. 41. GRR. whatever. i used to push what 44. damned. there wasnt shuttle run. GREAT. damned it. im afraid of that. cos i couldnt run. x) thats bad. VERY. then had band after school ya. and many stayed in class. DANCE PRAC ? GRR. for teachers day and stuff. tralala. and i remebered im HIGH that day. ALL DAY. up till band. yes band. and andy asked us play TONGHUA. GAY. i cant play and he was like 2ND MARIMBA PLS PLAY LOUDER. and then i was pissed. what MOODSWINGS. (: then went home.
w h a t e v e r.

tuesday
SCHOOL as usual.

T E R R I B L E .

okay whatever. long school hours. and had lessons many. geog teacher wasnt here. so spent the whole period gambling all the whole and chitchatting with amanda. ((: then had lit mrs rod. and she was like I ATE TOO MANY DURIANS ! MWAHAHA. and we started reminding her of MORE AND MORE DURIANS. and then had lang with her AGAIN. what the hell. next weeks compo EXAM. note exam. bad. and had CD with 2H. damned bad la. i hate classes with them. AP KIAS. like they know everything. x(

went TM with amanda after school. and we ate KFC. damned fattening. i had been eating them a lot. and i love it. (: OHGOD. im addicted. and there's this weird shopuncle and keepers. who sang along LOUDLY with the loud music playing in XCRAFT. they are the shopowners la. whatthehell. but then i find them definitely too weird. (:

wednesday
THERE'S PROJECT SUPERSTAR LATER ! OR I MEAN TWO MORE MINUTES ! AND THERE WILL BE SEBASTIAN ! x) YAY I LOVE HIM. LMAO.

school agn. MUSIC. damned cool la can. played the same thing. then had other classes. nothing interesting. REALLY.

band after school. had to stay back for the compulsory sports thing and thought i was late. yes i entered golf. with amanda. and most of us DID. and jan. we actually RAN. gosh. B A D . and my THREE JUNIORS SUPPORT WEILIAN ! WHAT THE HELL.
AND THEY DISCRIMINATE KELLY ! HOW CAN ? !
AND I HAD A HIGH TIME IN BAND. SO HIGH. ESPECIALLY STAYING BACK TIME. I LOVE THEM (: AND I SANG ALL THE WAY HOME x)

8:33 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

its so MANYMANY days. AHAHA (: i just cant think of anything to blog sbout. OH SO WHATEVER.

AI HEN JIAN DAN
wednesday
watched JUEDUISUPERSTAR. and junyang and weilian both had SORETHROAT. SO UNFAIR. and junyang sang BLUE'S IF YOU COME BACK so damned nicely la. OHMYGOD. and his TONGHUA WAS SO NICE. GRR. his average score was 40. while weilian's 37.

thursday
had school in the morning. TWO TESTS. HOW LAME HUH. ENGLISH AND CHINESE. AND CHINESE WAS DEFINITELY DIFFICULT. i swear a million. then had sectionals. and it wasnt really a sectional. cos AS USUAL. we ended up doing nothing. and we got this maths question that we were so puzzled for the day and when we got the answer we were so damned pissed.

USING ONLY + - divide and x or ( ) find how 5 5 5 and 1 can = 24.

dont ask me the outcome. its too stupid. but apparently ITS LOGICAL.

watched JUEDUISUPERSTAR again. and there's KELLY ! okay anw i know the results before the show alrd. CATHERINE WENT TO WATCH. WHATEVER. so for the thrill of it i watched. and i wonder how the hell did xinhui gets such high marks. okay she can sing. but kelly COULD too. and well. xinhui sang christina aguilera's BEAUTIFUL. and she even made that hair. EWW. kelly looks so chio la. whatever. i voted five times for her. (:

and ther results show. KELLY and WEILIAN got in. i thought it would be JUNYANG. cos he sang too much nicer. but i think weilian got his own supporters. and those who likes derrick before all voted for him instead of junyang.

w h a t e v e r .

friday
didnt go school because of piano exam. and that sucked. no band and no dnt test. and my exam suck. i didnt play the scales properly. he gave me a chance but i still played it suckily. that's bad. oh im gna flunk it. OH VERY BAD. i cant. i cant ! then went shop ard PP till like 7. cos exam down there. with my aunt and stuff. and APPARENTLY. I BOUGHT LOTS OF CHOCOLATES ! ahaha. MnMs and van houtens and MANY ! (: yay. and bought durian puffs. and ohtoomany.

IM HAPPY.

today
nothing to do in the morning. studied for dnt. prepare for the retest see. or i will be feeling terrible taking it alone. and maths. shant fail it anymore. GRR. and i must pass it with FLYING COLORS. (: then went popular with mum. to apent the whole 10 bucks voucher. or it will be expired in no time. ((: i bought a lot AGAIN. and then off we went to NTUC. great. and there i bought CHOCOLATES AGAIN. cant be blamed. my house needs to be FULLY STOCKED with CHOCOLATES. okay and i know im growing fatter and fatter by day. but i LOVE CHOCOLATES ! (:

and then ya. its NOW.

im gna go watch TV. its so fun. YAY (:

i swear the first time i met you. im already falling for you. and you said so too.

6:38 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

school is SO boring tdy. WHAT THE HELL. teachers' interaction time was crap. NO ONE DARES TO MAKE A SONGLE SOUND. EVERYBODY HAND UP THEIR MATH AS USUAL. BUT MIRACULOUSLY. WHICH IS NOT USUAL. IS EVERYBODY HANDED UP.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YSABEL CHRISTA CHRISTIE and JUNYANG !! ((:

art was EVER-SO-BORING. no need to do anything. so i walk ard the class doing nothing. and talk talk talk. NONSENSE. CHINESE LESSON WAS CRAP TOO. and at least rod's lesson is nice. and she got mixed up with lit and lang. but fortunately its still her. so she swopped. GRR. and science had back the test. 22/35. GREAT. results of not studying can turn out so great too. okay. i studied the wrong chapter at first and give up studying when i found that out. AHAHA. (:

and the assembly was so crappy.

after that was apparently JUNIOR BAND. no snrs except me can come. what crap huh. they all had the SCIENCE CENTRE THING. like i said in the previous post. SO APPARENTLY I WAS LEFT ALONE. WITH THE JUNIORS. why the hell does 2E and F have the excursion tdy ?

sec ones are supposed to play a funny song that consists of canon in d and I WILL FOLLOW HIM. oh what a nice song. GRR. and we didnt get to play that in the concert last year.

okayy. intended to leave halfway. but hmph. since there wasnt any snr. so i shall stay and teach them. so damned MULTI-TASK la.

and mr chua wanted a drumset player for I WILL FOLLOW HIM. and he asked me to play. cos APPARENTLY ITS ME COS IM THE ONLY SENIOR THERE. CRAP. i didnt want to play. and i kept mumbling shit at the back, and yusheng suggested he play. ok la. he play la. then he get fined. so NONE OF MY BUSINESS. and mr chua asked me to play when i stoned cos i didnt want to play.

WHAT A DISGRACE. i kept losing count. ok at least the second time i did better. and jan doesnt know i was playing. AHAHA. YAY. SO I DIDNT PLAY SO BADLY. but yes. it had been long since i last sat on the drumset chair and played on the drumset. HAHAHA.

ok so i went home early and early. and even earlier. and there's project superstar ltr !!

IM SO DAMNED GLAD SILVER IS OUT. SHE IS DESERVED TO BE OUT. AND THAT DAMNED JASON. THEY TWO STAY THERE ROT. THEY CANT SING. ESPECIALLY SILVER. THEY JUST STAND THERE AND TAKE UP SPACE. TO MAKE OTHERS GET OUT BECAUSE OF THEM. OH AND THAT SILVER CAN ONLY SMILE. YEAH. SO IM SO GLAD SHE'S OUT. TRALALA.

and I LOVE KELLY !

i mean she can sing la. and she got the looks.

AND JUNYANGJUNYANG !

im so getting afraid for him. weilian's improving fast. but well. both of them can sing well. so ya. they both have an equal chance. haha i love junyang ! but he's deproving. AWWW. im gna vote for him and kelly each ten times. GRRR. but ya. come on, hes quite gay la.

AND TDY'S JUNYANGS BIRTHDAY. (:

6:57 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

it seems that its DAYS since i last posted. im so pissed this few days i dont have the mood to blog at all. i deleted my tags and stuffs. BLAH. reached home so early tdy. and there isnt piano lesson for the time being. YAY.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOONCHENG AND HUILING ! (:

sunday
apparently i was home slacking all the way. i couldnt remeber what actually happened that day and all. well. it was BAD. really BAD. and amanda wanted me to narrate it to her just now. stupid amanda.

monday
SCHOOL. horrible. some friggin PE lesson with some stupid standing broad jump thing. sprained my knee while landing. HORRIBLE. sit-ups. REALLY BAD. 32. PE lessons arent nice. and we still have shuttle runs inclines and the pushpush thing. THREE MORE TO GO. and that damned geog test was DIFFICULT. yeah. so difficult. there was definitely NO LINK between the textbook and the questions. well at least i understood the question and anyhow guess the answer. and miraculously i had the answer most of the people in the class who studied got. and im glad. but still, it was horrible all the same.
school ended after english ACC and science. if i aint wrong. and i waws feeling so crappy after coming back to school after lunch with amanda and jan. MOODSWINGS. maybe. maybe not. so i started daoing people for the whole day. GRR. i dont know why. but yes i know. I AM PISSED AT SOMETHING. and that only amanda knows. and yes i havent even finish my story to her. well but i didnt even thought of continuing. yeah. and during band i suddenly got VERY pissed. i cant play MARRIAGE OF THE FIGARO properly. i cant count. i cant concentrate. and even WARMUP i was counting so crappishly. and van cant help but ask ARE YOU OKAY? well i wasnt. and sammy was still smiling all the way. i cant help but asking him to stop. the feeling was so crappy. i feel like screaming at everybody and ask them to SCRAM. get out of my sight.
IM SORRY IF I OFFENDED ANYONE. AGAIN.
OH AND A MILLION THANKS TO THOSE WHO ASKED ME TOO COOL DOWN AND DONT BE PISSED ANYMORE.
ESPECIALLY MENGJIT AND VAN (:
i might have lost my temper. but i swear im sorry. SORRYSORRYSORRY.
or i might be diaoing at you for all i care. but im seriously SORRY.
i love you people all the same. (:

today
and BULLSHIT. school. HORRIBLEHORRIBLE. chinese lesson was so boring i wna sleep. we spent the whole period doing corrections on the cuo bie zi. BITCH. and that's all. and that's all. i mean it. and so were other lessons. but at least there were entertainment during both of mrs rod's lessons. math teacher came in with bad mood. scolded the whole class as three quarter didnt do and hand up the CW he gave. scolded me for doing NOTHING. and so did he scold amanda.
and CME was always slacking time. the teacher left halfway through. said we had lots of time. and the whole class became a gambling den. i didnt play tdy. what a nice little kid i am. that damned teacher always take our lesson as her complaining time. telling us what's happening and that she's having oral in a dont know what school and BLAHBLAHBLAH. and she always leave early. what a slacker.
there wasnt band. or sectionals. or piano. so i went whitesands with jan after school. BORING AS USUAL. and i found out i forgot to bring my PHONE home. oh dammit. then i started calling everyone and ask whether they are still at school or not. with jan's phone apparently. and then kahhui called her and said aloysius and mingxuan found my phone on my table and helped me put inside the class locker ! WHAT NICE KIDS ! YAY. i thought im losing that phone FOREVER. oh i so love the NCCS. MWAHAHA. they are so damned HELPFUL (:
ohcrap. now im home with nothing to do. and IM ALONE WITH THE SEC ONE PERCS TML. 2E and F GOING SCIENCE CENTRE. OHFUCK.

i so hate junior band pracs.

5:28 PM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

TRALALA

YAYYAYYAY. its the end of PIANO LESSONS TORTURE (: im so damned glad there isnt anymore piano lesson for the next THREE WEEKS or so. LALALAA. i just found out from my teacher, or i would still be stupidly attending them. well next weeks the exam i know. and APPARENTLY im still so UNFAMILIAR with the SCALES. its GRADE SIX guys. not the kind C MAJOR B FLAT MINOR and stuff. it consists of what dont know six flats and sharps for ALL YOU CARE. its a TORTURE. its so difficult. i swear im SO NOT MUSICALLY TALENTED.

and yes, APPARENTLY i cant really play the three pieces as well. grr. especially the last piece. its so SPASTIC. with all the staccato and stuffs. BITCH. the whole song NOT EVEN A NOTE IS NON-STACCATO ! BITCH.

BITCHBITCHBITCH.

and after the test i still got THEORY EXAM. yesyesyes. THEORY. GOSH. i think im gna BREAK MY RECORD. i always get distinction for theory. but ya. APPARENTLY this time i think i wont get la. it was MY MUM. who FORCED me to take. instead of learning another year. OH-SO-BAD. so bad so bad. and well she's WILLING TO PAY THE EXAM FEES FOR ALL I CARE. so if i flunk that damned exam. well SHE PAID FOR IT. grrrr.

and after the piano exam i have damned LOADS OF MAKE-UP LESSONS FOR PIANO. goshgosh. all because of the three relaxing weeks.

WHATEVER.

ya. three weeks off. and make-up three lessons.

URGHH. then i will have to miss band and stuffs. for the pathetic piano lessons that are needed for the theory tests. and ya. all the LOAD of tests.

EVERYDAY. or i mean, EVERYOTHERDAY.

but ya. THREE CHEERS FOR THE END OF PIANO LESSON TORTURE ! and THREE BOOS FOR MAKE-UP LESSONS. grr. TRALALA. (:

5:26 PM

MEETYOUTHERE *

i dont believe it. i actually remembered there's geog test on monday. blardy shit. i actually forgot all about it. and i URGENTLY NEED to study. cos APPARENTLY i always NEARLY FAIL my geog test. that's BAD. GRRRRRR.

so i didnt post yesterday. hack. well its just that yes i reached this page. but my mind seemed to be a TOTAL BLANK. yes. that's it.

friday
school. BOREBOREBORE. had band after that. whee ! and they sightreaded ANIMATIONS. yes its such a nice song ! YAY. and yeah. mrchua came back. conducted RUSSIAN CHRISTMAS MUSIC, MARRIAGE OF THE FIGARO, and THE EIGHTIES. all so damned nice la can. GRR i love PHANTOM OF THE OPERA ! we should play the whole song instead of a part of it in eighties only. rarr. band ended at ard five. and yeah. we were having fun in the band room. as in the perc people. yes we sightreaded TONG HUA. seemed a little out of tune la. but ya. me van mengjit and sammy started adding SOUNDS to that song. cos perc only got ONE PART which was actually DONE. ya. so we are MUSICALLY TALENTED too. x) ohyeahohyeah.
and band sort of ended after that. and then oh i went to find amanda. yes she attended MAINBAND. what a miracle. (: and she dont wna change sch alrd cos she's AFRAID. mwahaha. i have no comments on that. ya. and she actually wanted to go home with me but i LOVE slacking in school. so i ended up INSIDE the band room with mengjit and camilla still when they off the lights. GRR. and so i ended up going home with meiyan cam and mengjit. TRALALA.

today
its so early in the morning ive found nothing to write for the day. im STONING. haha great. and there's piano lesson ltr at TWO. thats definitely VERY bad. piano lessons are bad i know.

12:20 AM

Thursday, August 11, 2005

MEILIBENNUREN so rock la. and im so addicted to kelly's songs. and OPEN YOUR EYES. so rock so rock.

lessons were a BORE tdy. so BORING. so BORING ! so i spent time in class texting during lessons and then chatting on the phone in between lessons. LOL SO FUN. first i was talking to amanda. then another. then another. so i chatted with many (:

NO SECTIONALS TDY.

deciding where to go with jan. so we ended up going TM. that lame gay place. GHEY. and at tanahmerah mrt we saw too many 2A people LMAO. and APPARENTLY we are ALL going TM. gay or what. it SO appears to be like a class outing. x) but we ended up going different places to eat. and omg LEEPENG is so funny ! we were crapping on the MRT and singing at the escalator there. HAHAHA. and yeah she's so crazy over KELLY ! like im not. AHAHA. and she started saying kelly's her laopo. well she's mine laogong ! so there ! we started saying we are related in some ways. WAHAHA. oh see amanda NOBODY wants your lijun. GRRR. and leepeng and me were singing so happily and chatting all about PROJECT SUPERSTAR and KELLY ! and started discussing about the guys' show last night. oh and there's KELLY tonight ! YAY. HAHAHA and we ended up singing GUAN HUAI FANG SHI and sone other gay songs on the escalator. (x

yay i lovelovelove leepeng ! (:

okay im crazy i know. i love everybody all right.

LOVES *
TWO ! WHEE !

6:31 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

RARRR.

the tan's FADING. ahaha. and that's BAD. very bad.

i must think of some way to recover the TAN. tantantan x) well i think im gna swim some day. YAY. and runrunrun. and DRILL ! haha i seem to love drills now. YAY. it so allows me to be tanner. GHEY.

gahh well went to whitesands in the morning with my mum after i woke up. well it wasnt SO in the morning. MORE to the afternoon. ya. i woke up at ard 11. so ya. went after i woke up about one hour or so. and that's so great. YAY. yeah and we went FAIRPRICE. GHEY. and we bought damned a lot og things. like got buffet like that. lmao. serious. we bought MILLIONS. and then we bought food to eat. so FINALLY. loves.

and i was home piaing through the homeworks. and do you believe it. i actually had my science worksheets. YAY. i was so glad. and i did the dnt dont know what. i was so damned happy. and there is this lit diary entry. and i dont know how to do. BOO. whatever.

jan and debby was at my house. for my science worksheet. and they brought me my MATHS. yay. ahaha. and i realise i cant do well, all the questions. okay. not ALL. i can only do A FEW. that's good enough. so now i HAVE to study for the science test. or i will flunk it so MUCH.

grrrrrrrr. im so angry. there's school tml. grrrr.

oh nvm. i had MEAT ! and it's GRILLED MEAT ! i love my mum man ! she cooks me GRILLED MEAT ! its so nice. YAY.

so i have to study for science. that's so bad.

LOVES *
THREE. x)

6:50 PM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

dont wna be your biggest mistake.

bullshit.

i am so damned tanned now. and my face's so black. well that's what my cousin says yesterday at the birthday party.

yes i know my face is so damned black. and i guess im like sunburned. ya. ahaha. all because of drills. and the NDP in our school under the hot sun. YAYAYAY. i love drills. ahaha. it made me TANNER. LMAO. well i dont care la.

the birthday party was a piece of shit. there was this damned guy who kept poking all the balloons with FORKS. and squashing them with his hands. that's so bad. and i got so damned pissed with him i actually wna slap him on his face. it's just too bad it wasnt MY party. or i would have just given him a SLAP on his face. so i was pissed. and i cant stand it anymore and i went up to the dont know whr and chatted with my cousin. and i started telling her racist jokes. hahaha ok. whatever. and we ended up laughing throughout.

tdy's national day. whatever. its so NONE OF MY BUSINESS. what's the big deal anw ? what the hell.

and now im suddenly having a bad mood.

good thing there isnt piano tdy. finally. a break. from all the nagging of my mother and stuff. i swear i DO NOT like piano lessons. and the exams that i have. it sucked. what's the use anw. i SO DO NOT intend to be a PIANIST in future.

whatever.

LOVES *
FOUR ((:

3:31 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005

i dont wanna get inside your mind or your pants i dont wanna waste my time with love and romance.

GRRRR. so i didnt blog yesterday. oh do you even think i care.

sent deborah ZAIJIANBEIJIXIONG and she was so happy. hahaha. and she said that was the song she was looking for. HAHAHA GOSH. she loves me now. xoxo

had ndp in school this morning. IT DIDNT RAIN ! ((: haha. actually a little la. rarr. im so glad throughout the whole thing i only played ONE wrong note (: im so happy. HAHAHA. and band was so high. in everything. we were singing and singing. and we were doing the kallang wave so ENTHU-LY. lalalaa. that was so amazing. and we played dancin' megahits when those red-colored students were going up to the hall for THE SECOND PART OF THE THING. oh that's what they called it. the second part of the THING. ya. it's PRIZEGIVING. and we wanted to play another song. but then that damned lame stupid VP asked us to go bakc band room as they were having the prizegiving. and claims that we are making NOISE. well its MUSIC. grrr.

after that was a LITTLE break before drills. im getting more and more addicted to DRILLS. well drills now wasnt as tough as last year's. which is so great. and me mengjit meiyan and wenyi ended up in the same squad. and we kena steffi. well she's nice la. she dont anyhow punish us. only tell us la. then my leg dont know why cannot ninety degrees. gosh. so i was told so many times. ok i succeeded in the end. then ltr dont know why the squad leader become jeryl and then his squad come over and joined us. and he kept saying tingting the hand what stick. then CANNOT STICK. wth. oh and meiyan was SOH FAR KNEE. jeryl gave the command to actually turn your head and stick out your arm that one. then meiyan go turn. it WINT BE SOH FAR KNEE IF MEIYAN WASNT THE TIMER. it was like. she's the timer. and we all turn our heads look at her. and she's the ONLY ONE doing the turn and there she shouts : TURN 2 3 4 and she BANGED. and i cant help but burst out laughing. ok i closed my mouth while laughing. or ya. i MIGHT get pumped. and mengjit was laughing too. IMAGINE SEEING A PERSON TIMING AND ONLY SHE HERSELF DO. ((: and jeryl was like. xiaojie. ahaha. and he looked at me and mengjit. WHO SAY YOU ALL CAN LAUGH ONE. but he himself was laughing too la can.

then yanhong came. and notice tingting. and asked her to come out in front of us and march. on the spot la. and then she was like SOH FAR KNEE. yeah. her socks got this big hole so she took it out and ,arch. and yanhong says she march like WORM. so evil ! and me and mengjit were laughing AGAIN. that's bad. cos mengjit timer then she time tingting march and she was like laughing and timing at the same time. gosh. and even yanhong was laughing too la.

and after that i dont know why and suddenly i was timing. jeryl just mentioned my name and something. i couldnt hear. so i thought it was like tighten the hand or something. then suddenly i was timing. okay actually i think i heard something la. so id rather be safe so i timed. gahh.

and yanhong made us pumped. 15. her pumpings are fast. which is good.

then i time to times time to fall in alrd. great ahaha. and we did some stuffs and sec ones dismissed and we did the A-H-BAND thing. and mengjit said the whole band redid it because of her. yanhong was standing beside her and we were actually supposed to turn right first and then march. but she nv turn and marched straightaway. she is too funny ! ahaha. and she still TOLD ME THAT. haha.

and we were dismissed. actually eating out with nurens and meiyan. but then dad was home. gna celebrate my cuz's 6th bdy. ahaha so cool.

5:26 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

you know the happiest day of my life. i swear the happiest day of my life is the day that i die.

OHMYSHIT. the day that i die so rock la can. im like so addicted to that damned song.
and ZAI JIAN BEI JI XIONG is so damned nice la. go listen. i swear its so nice.

woke up at 6.45 tdy. and received a msg frm shiyun saying we must reach at 715 sharp. so i alrd know i was going to be late. luckily it wasnt full dress. so i rushed and i didnt eat la. and miraculously i reached quite early. i was only late for about five to ten minutes. but i was sweating like siao. seriously. i cant cool down. i didnt play the warmup. cos APPARENTLY i was too warm. seriously la. so warm. i took the whole warmup time to cool down. and then it was time to move the instruments. so actually the cooling down was of no use. i was sweating all over again. GHEY.

and apparently i was pissed the whole day. MOODSWINGS. ok. i just dont wna wake up so early. and vanessa didnt come la. shit. and there's drills on like monday. oh i so hate that. FUCK. and i forget how to even lift my leg la. its a long time since i did drills.

i was so pissed can. first UN. then the sun was so hot so hot. i was sweating tilll like dont know what. and until like 9 plus it ended. we moved out for the shit one hour plus. so i was damned piss. seriously. and then the sec threes are so damned AP la. ok i dont mean to be mean. and jeryl said we didnt look at him. the fact is that he didnt even look at us la. i already mentioned i DONT MEAN TO BE MEAN. OR EVIL. OR ALL THAT. but seriously, he didnt even look at the band all right.

slacked in school after band. talk crap with mengjit. oh she so brightens up my day ! i love mengjit ! x)
and leepeng is funny. she was smiling to me the whole day. the one who also brightens up my day ! and showing me her whitewhite teeth. oh she's so cute. HAHAHA. when i was performing she was also smiling at me from the staircase there la. crazy girl. ((: i love lp too !

oh and mengjit is so funny ! we crappe about racist jokes. she really made me laugh like dont know what la.

what do you call an indian under a tree ?
FERTILISERS.

why did the tsunami hit india ?
to flush away the shits.

okay its lame if you actually understand it. its so racist i know. all right. i know we are so dammit bad. its her class. or, some of them. so i ended up laughing the whole MRT trip back. HAHAHA. moodswings gone. x)

YING GAI WEI NI KU GUO WEI NI XIAO GUO WEI NI SHENG PA CUO GUO
WO MEN XUAN ZHE FEN SHOU NA YI KE XIANG ZHE SHEN ME

6:17 PM

Friday, August 05, 2005

TWO POINT FOUR KILOMETRES RUN.

or 2.4km to be exact. ya. RUN.

the run was lousy. i mean. SO. but i actually improved. or well. the others are DEPROVING. it was so LOUSY la. and ive got MUSCLE ACHES. and that's so bad. and i stopped TOO MANY TIMES. i mean. TOO MANY. A LOT. more than last year. but i got a position better than last year. HAHAH. that's great. but i think the time i took longer la. gosh and jan ran 58. and mengjit ran thirty something. RETARDS.

so i was so tired after the run. POURED water on myself and stuffs. and then ohmygod. okay. nothing happened. jol ran the last again. HAHAHA. well but i think she passed la. lucky person.

then actually going class outing stuff. then stupidly. i went band outing after much persuasion. then they walk one whole round go back marine cove. so i ended up going with my class instead of them. i know i am SO LAME. and they. the band people. ended up going to jarred's house for BAND OUTING.

oh i dont feel like blogging now.

ya and i just reached home after arcades and bowling. HOW FUN. ((: ahahah.

oh and we saw maia at marine cove mac when we going home. that's so funny. and minjie and leepeng go ask for her signature. and ys ask her to sign at his ND CLOTHES. AHAHA. ((:

well and i got nth to say anm.

LOVES *
EIGHT

6:01 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

CAUGHT IN-BETWEEN

there's TOO MANY funny things that happened tdy.

I GOT STAINED BY THE PAINT TWICE ON THE HAND.

and HILARIOUSLY. I CRACKED THE TRUMPET'S CONTAINER WHILE LAUGHING ! gosh. LUCKILY THERE WASNT ANY SALIVA. HAHAHA. and well. it CRACKED ! (: WHEE.

and ya. stupid teacher ask me to stay back for MATHS REMEDIAL yesterday. and thus, im down for it. STUPID. all because of the DAMNED GRAPHS.

OHHOWSUAY. and i stepped onto a PUDDLE OF WATER WHILE WALKING HOME JUST NOW.

AND APPARENTLY. SECTIONALS END LIKE AT 4.15.

AND COS APPARENTLY. THERE WAS ONLY ME MENGJIT AND SHIYUN. another 3 got australian maths competition thing. and one cant come. and well. THAT'S ALL. so we ended up laughing instead of sectionaling. HAHAHA.

boo how nice huh ? and ive been feeling so HIGH this few days. too high. so I SO DO NOT CARE WHEN ALL THIS HAPPENED. i still laugh. WAHAHAHAHA (:

and school was SO BORING. i got so bored. and ya. the COUNCILLOR INVESTITURE. so boring la can. GOSH. i nearly slept. and HAHAHA i slept on the bus !!! LOL. and i managed to actually wake up before my stop. cos COINCIDENTALLY the bus JERKED.

ohhowstupid. i hate school. ohwell. actually i love it EXCLUDING boring teachers and lessons. stupid la can. and all this are so bad. and there's more EXAMS EXAMS and EXAMS.

and i LOVE elit ! damned fun can. we get to sit in grps tgt and SING ! lalala. HAHAHA. we are all too funny. oh i LOVE my class man. hahaha. actually i think only my grp was singing in CHINESE somore. we dont care about ROD. lmao. and lit was so funfunfun ! we get to have STICK-ONS on our books. HAHAHA. and write notes. or i mean COPY ! hahaha. other than that we were SINGING. so happily. and maths was so FUN. computer lab and SLACKSLACKSLACK. YAYAYAY. (: whee im too happy.

TOMORROW'S 2.4KM RUN. WHEE. im gna run fasterfasterfaster. YAY (:

LOVES *
NINE -

6:55 PM

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

HAHAHA. yeah. CHERR's back in school yesterday. and i promised i shall blog about her RETURN. x) there. see im so nice. i blogged. x)

im so bored in school tdy. was intending to go home after one lesson cos i felt like so WARM. then waited for recess to come la. then was like GOD. im too tired to even called out for mrs rod to ask her the lit stuffs. yeah i am TOO TIRED exactly. then i dont even felt like talking. but i ended up finishing school anw. cos i felt better after first recess. oh THAT WAS GREAT. and thus. i even ended up going JUNIOR BAND. but what the hell. it was so damned bored i wna sleep. guess they are still having it now. yeah. i went la. but only for a few minutes. and cos ltr got piano. so i left early.

BOO AND IM SRY ALL IF MY MOODSWING JUST NOW AFFECTED ANYONE OF YOU.

ahaha. oh stupid. ltr there's PIANO.

oh fuck.

yeah i so HATE school. school's so BORING. x(

AIWOHAISHITA *

4:31 PM

LOL. x)

1:44 AM

Monday, August 01, 2005

I ACTUALLY DONT BELIEVE THAT IM HOME LIKE SO EARLY ! AHAHA.

okay i missed band tdy. all because of my stupid piano lesson. im too sad. i mean, VERY. oh its so saddening to miss band. URGHH. and ya. i was home straight after my piano lesson. which was like ended at 345. GREAT. and so here i am. trying to get rid of boredom AGAIN.

i LOVE my new haircut. it so rocks kay. it DOES NOT stick to my face during PE. no matter how WARM i am. YAY. and yes. EVERYBODY AGREES WITH ME. and qian kept saying. YOU SERIOUSLY LOOK BETTER WITH YOUR NEW HAIRCUT. SERIOUSLY LA. lmao. GOSHGOSH. hahaha. oh so i LOVE my new haircut. YAY. hahaha. and everyone was like. EH CHONGNING YOU CUT YOUR HAIR AH ? OH WEAR YOUR CONCERT BAND. stupid la. especially yongsheng. that idiot.

i mean. HELLO. ISNT IT TOO OBVIOUS ?

OH IM SO BORED. im seriously too bored.

OHHAHAHA i LOVELOVELOVE MY HAIR ! gosh what a self addiction. actually its short la. and it SERIOUSLY looks better la.

oh i wna go band ! im so bored at home ! they must be having band prac now. and im feeling so bored at home. oh i wna go BAND ! AHHHHHHH ! band's so fun. or. i actually MEANT SLACKING IN SCHOOL WAS FUN. after band well slack in school and talk crap and its so FUN ! gosh. i hate life without band. its so gna be boring. bands like so fun la can. oh im too bored at home im GOING INSANE. im ADDICTED TO BAND.

INSANE INSANE.

INSANELY INSANE.

goodness. i cant.

oh and there was a total of THREE tests tdy. i was so freaked out la can. i ONLY know there was MATHS. a MATHS TEST THAT CONSIST OF THREE GRAPHS. oh and i cant do the SECOND QUESTION. SHEESH. and then it came out to be FOUR GRAPHS. gosh.

and there was an ARGUMENTATIVE ESSAY thing. COMPO TEST. and well. seems like im sort of confident la. that was OKAY. although i was UNPREPARED.

then there was SCIENCE PRACTICAL. the whole class actually thought it was only the practical. and it came out there was also a QUIZ la can. and im so gna flunk my practical. it was like TWENTY MINUTES. and i spent like two minutes to like actually figure how i should set up everything. and then TADA. im done. but the stupid voltmeter and the ammeter never move AT ALL. and it ends up that after i took LIMING's CELL. it MOVED. so that was fifteen minutes ltr. ohso im only left with five minutes. ohWHATEVER. im gna flunk it. so who knows that that damned cell isnt working ? stupid. so i TOTALLY spent about fifteen minutes figuring what's wrong with my SET-UP. which actually wasnt wrong AT ALL. oh FUCK.

so im so CONFIDENT i WILL fail the test. SOSO CONFIDENT.

and PE was SO tiring.

WHATEVER.

1) Top three most recent visited websites :
, friendster
, blogger
, souting

2) Top three favourite songs right now :
, aiwohaishita
, whenyourlookinglikethat
, caihongyanlei

3) Top three favourite food :
, MCDONALDS'
, fries
, chocolates ! x)

4) Top three favourite drink :
, sprite
, minutemaid LIMEADE ! x) oh i LOVE it.
, COLD drinks

5) Top three indoor activities :
, PIANO. dont you rmb. ive been nagging about it since the start of this post.
, ONLINE
, TELEVISION

6) Top three outdoor activities:
, GOSSIPING
, BAND ! x)
, oh SHOP and SLCK ARD ANYWHERE.

7) Top three accessories (that you own) :
, PHONE
, COMPUTER
, MY ROOM

8) Top three major expenses :
, CLOTHES
, BAND hahaha. i spent too much on that. different sets of clothes. and pumps. and the SYF photos.
, PIANO LESSONS

9) Top three most important people:
, THERES TOO MANY.

10) Top three favourite hangout place:
, BUGIS
, WHITESANDS
, TAMP

11) Top three things you do everyday :
, eat
, sleep
, onlining

12) Top three favourite colours :
, black
, white
, silver

13) Three things that can calm you down:
, LAUGHING
, GOSSIPING x)
, crap

14)Three things that you hate most:
, people who dont make sense
, PMS teachers. x(
, stupid people.

15)Three things you would like to do most:
, GET GREAT RESULTS FOR EOY ! x)
, get a new bag
, ohGETapackofbreadfromDOWNSTAIRS ! hahaha. ERRAND ! x)

5:33 PM